days
It is days like today when I feel way too cooped up. It is gorgeous out, I'm sitting outside right now. Too gorgeous to be in Mel's cold house, sewing. I want to be out here, maybe taking a walk through the park, or maybe just sitting here on her stairs enjoying the heat of the sun. I am so ready for winter to be over.
Tonight I am moving into Sydney's house. I don't know how I feel about that yet. I will go back to having no personal space but atleast I will have some stability. I'm thankful for people like Sydney and her mom. I guess I could explain what happened but I'll just say that my life has taken another turn, I've lost my job and don't have rent money and I am pretty sure we are getting evicted today. Life is sweet.
I cried about it for a while and then I got angry. And now I am just indifferent. Now I'm joining the rest of the people feeling the economy's wrath. Haha. Atleast Sydney is unemployed too, so we can go job hunting together. I've also emailed a list of 25 photographers asking if they need any assistants, maybe that will go somewhere.
Jesus, it is beautiful out.
Oh, I have been a'travelin. Sunday and Tuesday I drove to and from Charlotte, NC. Then Wednesday I drove home to Beaufort, SC. Stayed there til Saturday. Saturday night after being home a few hours I took a random trip to Chattanooga, TN and came home Monday. I'm glad I atleast got to do all of those things before my boss fired me. He has left me in a very tough spot. He has no conscience. Anyways it was nice to get away and see some beautiful things. I missed the ocean so much its not even funny. I missed everything just being so beautiful. Smelling the salt water gave me butterflies.
I figure I oughta go back inside and help.
Tonight I am moving into Sydney's house. I don't know how I feel about that yet. I will go back to having no personal space but atleast I will have some stability. I'm thankful for people like Sydney and her mom. I guess I could explain what happened but I'll just say that my life has taken another turn, I've lost my job and don't have rent money and I am pretty sure we are getting evicted today. Life is sweet.
I cried about it for a while and then I got angry. And now I am just indifferent. Now I'm joining the rest of the people feeling the economy's wrath. Haha. Atleast Sydney is unemployed too, so we can go job hunting together. I've also emailed a list of 25 photographers asking if they need any assistants, maybe that will go somewhere.
Jesus, it is beautiful out.
Oh, I have been a'travelin. Sunday and Tuesday I drove to and from Charlotte, NC. Then Wednesday I drove home to Beaufort, SC. Stayed there til Saturday. Saturday night after being home a few hours I took a random trip to Chattanooga, TN and came home Monday. I'm glad I atleast got to do all of those things before my boss fired me. He has left me in a very tough spot. He has no conscience. Anyways it was nice to get away and see some beautiful things. I missed the ocean so much its not even funny. I missed everything just being so beautiful. Smelling the salt water gave me butterflies.
I figure I oughta go back inside and help.