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[qutepatudy]

well this sucks. i can handle the being single. i can handle him seeing someone else. i can handle the fact that he's seeing my best friend. i can't handle the fact that i was done dirty. i was lied to and broken up with for her. i mean, it would have been one thing if things hadn't worked out between us, and then she started dating him after i got

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[qutepatudy]

i've found things to make me happy, and people to make me happy, and i'm sorry to say it, but things between us will never be the same. one day i'll have the urge to pick up the phone and call you and see how you are. one day i'll be able to swallow what happened, and how i feel now, but (and i know i said i could talk to you online or aim or whatever) as for now i can't do more than send a message that won't have a response in the middle. i don't know if you understand why i'm so angry about all of this, and i'm tired of trying to lay it out in words that people can understand, but i think you know that i do have a right to be pissed as all hell. as for him, i dont care if i ever talk to him again. he is not welcome calling me and leaving me voicemails telling me who i should be angry with. and you can tell him that i don't care if he wants to reiterate why he "broke up" with me, because frankly i won't believe a word he says anymore. i don't want you to get hurt because deep down i do love you. just don't ever tell me that i didn't warn you about him.

[qutepatudy]

i am glad that you have found things to make you happy. i had nothign to do with those phone calls, he was out with his friends drinking when he made those. when he told me about them i yelled at him and made him delete your phone number from his phone so it shouldn't be happening anymore. tell everyone i say hi tonight since i guess i can't be there. bye bye