let's get lost tonight

Mar 16, 2008 00:30

i'm a little bit drunk, which is why i'm okay with being vulnerable and posting like this ( Read more... )

inebriated, boys, college: year 1, sad

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tilthedawn March 17 2008, 01:10:18 UTC
i have to say, reading this made me cry, cause it reminded me of all the nights i sat around by myself in my room, stealing our parents alcohol and thinking that no one would ever love me as much as daddy does.
really, the only difference was back then i didn't have you.

anyways... i just want to tell you, because i feel like i never really have...
i think you're perfect.
really. i don't know if you know this, but sometimes when people ask me what i wanna be like when i grow up, or who i look up to- i say my baby sister. they always look at me weird, but hey. Its true. You're beautiful, confident, smart and witty. You dress well, you know what you want, and exactly how you're going to get it, and nothing seems to ever hold you down. You're more than i could ever have hoped for in a sister, and a lot of times i feel like you don't even realize it.

But in regards to your boy... i know it hurts now, but you're young and beautiful and you have everything going for you. When God closes a door, he always opens a window. You always taught me to have faith in myself.
Well, now its time for you to practice what you preach.

i love you.

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