whoa, even though that was gorgeous (thanx Daphers).....
I'm still rather depressed... And I have to speak with a certain someone back home about what fate may or may not have instore.
Funny how the farther removed from a situation you are the more involved you inadvertantly become... Or maybe it's just me
I went shopping today, but only for the essentials... too bad.. but i didn't have much in the way of time.. though i did get the evanessence cd/dvd... so that will be goos to listen to at work in about 7 hours...
So i'm going to pursue greif and depression just as soon as i can get ahold of someone... Unfortunately this means to be happy eventually i have to freaking die on the inside now... I hope everything turns out okay... I am trusting fate on this one... I'm just really hoping that my faith in all this will remain intact.... Gods i'm pleading here that everything will be alright... but there's no way for me to know how to react or how others will...
Goddess please bless me with the strength and resolve not to interfere with fate AGAIN...
I'm hoping i have learned my lesson and that the saying is true... (If you let them be free and they come back willingly, it was ment to be for them and thee).... grrrr
So i'm thinking within the next two years i'm going to Spain, Canada, Mexico, France, Brazil, and Chile... (possibly Italy and England... and within the next 5; to Ireland also)... sounds like a full plate and next to impossible? well obviously you don't know me.. and how i miraculously somehow end up exactly where i need/want to be eventually... Also i hae a travel buddy (Which is why Spain is first on the list and why Brazil is there too....) And what's awesome is there's one rule and one rule only... What happens in Europe stays in Europe... (hint hint... I may get around to buying a small living space there... Hopefully before i'm 25)
Not that i'm on a scoping mission or anything....RIIIIIIIIIIght..
But anyways i have to go.. lunch is almost over...
Has anyone noticed that wehn i get really unhappy i think about changing locales incessantly... or is it just me?
Worse off, i tried to eat my lunch but i took one bite of it and wanted to throw up.. i hate being depressed .. i have these oooh soooo good reeses peanut butter rice crispy treat thingy-ma-jiggers and i can't even eat em cuz i'm afraid i'll throw up...
eww, gotta go now
Funny how the farther removed from a situation you are the more involved you inadvertantly become... Or maybe it's just me
I went shopping today, but only for the essentials... too bad.. but i didn't have much in the way of time.. though i did get the evanessence cd/dvd... so that will be goos to listen to at work in about 7 hours...
So i'm going to pursue greif and depression just as soon as i can get ahold of someone... Unfortunately this means to be happy eventually i have to freaking die on the inside now... I hope everything turns out okay... I am trusting fate on this one... I'm just really hoping that my faith in all this will remain intact.... Gods i'm pleading here that everything will be alright... but there's no way for me to know how to react or how others will...
Goddess please bless me with the strength and resolve not to interfere with fate AGAIN...
I'm hoping i have learned my lesson and that the saying is true... (If you let them be free and they come back willingly, it was ment to be for them and thee).... grrrr
So i'm thinking within the next two years i'm going to Spain, Canada, Mexico, France, Brazil, and Chile... (possibly Italy and England... and within the next 5; to Ireland also)... sounds like a full plate and next to impossible? well obviously you don't know me.. and how i miraculously somehow end up exactly where i need/want to be eventually... Also i hae a travel buddy (Which is why Spain is first on the list and why Brazil is there too....) And what's awesome is there's one rule and one rule only... What happens in Europe stays in Europe... (hint hint... I may get around to buying a small living space there... Hopefully before i'm 25)
Not that i'm on a scoping mission or anything....RIIIIIIIIIIght..
But anyways i have to go.. lunch is almost over...
Has anyone noticed that wehn i get really unhappy i think about changing locales incessantly... or is it just me?
Worse off, i tried to eat my lunch but i took one bite of it and wanted to throw up.. i hate being depressed .. i have these oooh soooo good reeses peanut butter rice crispy treat thingy-ma-jiggers and i can't even eat em cuz i'm afraid i'll throw up...
eww, gotta go now