and on that day all these words will come together and fuse
Am I the only person in the world who is very very hurt by being told that they need to go into a mental hospital for a week?
I know I'm messed up, but my parents don't have to paint it as the best thing that's ever come down the pike without even realizing what it would do to me emotionally. I've been there, but I really don't want to be there again.
.... I just.... I'm hurt by this. I probably shouldn't be, but I am. *sigh* And I'm going to cry myself to sleep tonight. I just am.
They're trying to help. I will grant them that, but yet again, they show that they do not understand me at all.
There is an entire story, which I will tell if you really want, but right now, it just hurts.
Please, guys, I know I've been horrible about this lately, but I need love. I need love more than anything right now. I need to know why I'm doing this and not just resigning to my parents.
What scares me even more is that I'm considering it. God help me.
I know I'm messed up, but my parents don't have to paint it as the best thing that's ever come down the pike without even realizing what it would do to me emotionally. I've been there, but I really don't want to be there again.
.... I just.... I'm hurt by this. I probably shouldn't be, but I am. *sigh* And I'm going to cry myself to sleep tonight. I just am.
They're trying to help. I will grant them that, but yet again, they show that they do not understand me at all.
There is an entire story, which I will tell if you really want, but right now, it just hurts.
Please, guys, I know I've been horrible about this lately, but I need love. I need love more than anything right now. I need to know why I'm doing this and not just resigning to my parents.
What scares me even more is that I'm considering it. God help me.