Low Self-Esteem

[quietwitch]

I seen some photos of me taken over the weekend and I look so bad. I was wearing one of my new dresses, my hair was done, make-up, the whole bang but I looked huge! I've wanted to cry ever since. The diet is working great, I've lost 6 pounds in the last week and a half, but I was just blown away by how huge and ugly I looked in those photos.

I need my ya-ya's. I want to be around my best friends and laugh with people who are also big, but the most beautiful women I know. I need that reminder.

comments disabled, this isn't a pity party, I'm not fishing for compliments