Follower

Nov 14, 2005 20:18

I had a dream last night about a pure white wolf. I asked my self in the dream, what does this mean? I’m bold, cunning, calculative, and unique and when I’m not charming, I’m a bitch.

I always want to lead the pack.

It’s been on my mind a lot lately. There is the Castro comments from Pagan Center, which are done jokingly, but based on true traits I have. I’ve found out that I hurt my cousin’s feelings when I asked him not to send me anymore forwards. My co-worker referrers to me as “Bitchy Witchy”, once again jokingly, but some truth. I became the fall guy for my family’s gift exchange failure, just because I organized it, not that I caused the downfall. My husband says I’m a control freak and my sister took a neutral stance when I asked if she agreed, which basically means yes. The list could go on, but I have a plan.

I’m going to be a follower for 2 weeks. I will not pioneer, I will not object, I will not organize (eeee gods!). I will listen, I will go with the flow, I will follow other people’s suggestions.

Let’s see how the other half lives. Let's see what people think of me now.

musings

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