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[quiettotheend]

[ these were meant to be individually locked, but are all public ]I just want to thank everyone here for -- for bein more than I ever expected. I know that livin in Chiago can be hardd and I guess I'm kind of testamnet of that, but

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[sophicsulphur]

You're going to die, aren't you?

I never really knew you, but I'll miss you anyway.

I'm really sorry I couldn't

Please don't be scared, okay? It's not going to be bad, don't be scared.

and if I'm crying on my journal, it's not cause it's going to be bad it's cause I always wanted to be your friend and now I'll miss you.

[quiettotheend]

Id say you could cme and visit me, but then you'd just get sick.

One of the best friend s I ever made, I barely knw.

[sophicsulphur]

I really really want to. I don't care if I get sick but I have to leave the country like really soon and I probably shouldn't take it with me cause that would be bad for everyone else.

But I feel really bad. I wish I could be there.

You will be safe though. Promise.

[quiettotheend]

I thought I was ready.

[sophicsulphur]

I'm sorry.

I don't think many people ever are.

But once it starts happening it really really will be fine. You can trust me cause I've been there okay?

[quiettotheend]

thank you

[sophicsulphur]

Of course.

I wish I could do more than just tell you. But it'll be okay.