Sep 02, 2005 09:27
I can't believe I'll never see anyone
ever again. I cannot stop crying everytime I pass Stop and Shop. I'll
never see Rhode Island for a long time to come.
This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life. Leave the
people I love and the place I've grown attached to, for nothing. I have
no job, no money, no friends, or a home in Florida. But I'm going there
anyways. Am I retarded?
I just can't stop crying. Can't let go of the pain.
Seeing Anthony get into his car this morning to head off to school just
tore my heart into pieces... That's the last I'll ever get to see him
again
(im bawling right now)
I will forever love you, Anthony. I miss you sooooo much...
So badly I just want to kiss him one more time... Just hold him and
smell the soap on his skin. I'm so afraid to move on from him... So
scared. I've never loved someone as much as I love him... Never...
I feel like I'm dying.
I dont wanna die
:(