Sep 02, 2005 09:26
If you love something, let it go
If it comes back to you, than you
know it is yours forever!
I just
wanted to let you know that I will forever love you, Anthony Montalbano. I knew
this would have been hard, but God I cannot wait for this pain to go away. It's
killing me both inside and out. I so badly wish to hold you tight and never let
you go. However, the only thing right here for me are the tears sliding down my
cheek at the thought of never being able to hold you again.
I love
you with all of my heart, please print this out, and keep it so as that I will
continue to be with you for as long as you let me. Please do not toss me in a
drawer hidden under clothing, in hopes that your next love will not find them.
Please do not tell her that you do not know why you kept them after all these
years, and then put them back.
I am
praying that this CD works. For it is the last thing I have left of you. I
cannot find the stuffed dog you gave me. Perhaps it is packed and I had
forgotten. I pray that it is in my car waiting for me to hold it again, because
I will not think twice about holding it tight as I sleep… God, I cherish the
times we had together. You have meant the world and so much more to me. I love
you, Anthony Nat Montalbano
You have
my number and my heart. Do not be afraid to use them.
Love
always,
Melissa
Sue Briggs
P.S… a
huge part of me wants to write until there is no more room because I fear that
the ending to this letter is the forever ending of us. I miss you so much, and
it has only been twenty minutes