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I woke up early today and vegged in bed for a long long time. Started crying and getting really upset.
Retarded people kept calling me.
I got all pissy and went for a walk and calmed the fuck down.. because there was no point to being so upset.
Then I went to the mall and bought earings and got some pretty painted wine glasses for Mom.. and a new scarf.. and some yarn in case work is slow this week..
Then I went to the hospital after I bought dinner for Mom and realized that she wasnt at work.. but in Mobile. I left and started having a bad anxiety attack downstairs. I puked all over in the parking lot and started freaking out. I drove home and puked again in the road and driveway before I could make it inside.
That was weird.
I had one the other night too when I was coming back over the bridge.. only then I just started breathing shallow and my pulse got high.
Again, weird.
So I came in and started cleaning out all the rats cages. Fun stuff. Mike came over and went to buy pot. We smoked a bunch and played with the rats.. and sat on my bed smoking and playing with the rats.. then we plated this http://nlp.fi.muni.cz/~xsvobod4/amanita/samorost/intro.html
that shit is fucking crazy and really fucked with me after a while and totally made me angry.
Went and got Wendys. Came home and now I'm waiting to get sleepy again.
Today wasnt so bad afterall...
and I need sex. like. crazy.
OH YEAH! Also saw Frank at the mall in FYE after I got done making fun of some retarded kid that was jamming the fuck out to some shitty music on the store headphones.
AND I almost had to beat up an old dude for driving like an asshole in the mall parking lot today too.
That is all.
Ted and I are going to cuddle now.
Retarded people kept calling me.
I got all pissy and went for a walk and calmed the fuck down.. because there was no point to being so upset.
Then I went to the mall and bought earings and got some pretty painted wine glasses for Mom.. and a new scarf.. and some yarn in case work is slow this week..
Then I went to the hospital after I bought dinner for Mom and realized that she wasnt at work.. but in Mobile. I left and started having a bad anxiety attack downstairs. I puked all over in the parking lot and started freaking out. I drove home and puked again in the road and driveway before I could make it inside.
That was weird.
I had one the other night too when I was coming back over the bridge.. only then I just started breathing shallow and my pulse got high.
Again, weird.
So I came in and started cleaning out all the rats cages. Fun stuff. Mike came over and went to buy pot. We smoked a bunch and played with the rats.. and sat on my bed smoking and playing with the rats.. then we plated this http://nlp.fi.muni.cz/~xsvobod4/amanita/samorost/intro.html
that shit is fucking crazy and really fucked with me after a while and totally made me angry.
Went and got Wendys. Came home and now I'm waiting to get sleepy again.
Today wasnt so bad afterall...
and I need sex. like. crazy.
OH YEAH! Also saw Frank at the mall in FYE after I got done making fun of some retarded kid that was jamming the fuck out to some shitty music on the store headphones.
AND I almost had to beat up an old dude for driving like an asshole in the mall parking lot today too.
That is all.
Ted and I are going to cuddle now.