Jan 11, 2009 01:49
I feel like I'm becoming more and more alienated from both the person I always hoped I'd become and the person I felt like I was. Now I feel like I'm just in this limbo, which, on one hand, brings endless possibilities for changes and improvements, and on the other hand, seems bleak and unending. I don't know that I've ever felt this unsure of anything before. I don't really know what I want, therefore I don't know how to get anywhere. Every time I think I've figured out a course of action, it either blows up in my face or I change my mind.
Serious contemplation and evaluation needs to take place, pronto. Instead of dancing around my life pretending it's all gravy when it's really not.