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this morning i woke up, started the water for coffee, and then burst into tears when my brother came in to the kitchen.
actually i lay in bed worrying and trying to go back to sleep for a long time, but then gave up and had two cups of coffee in a row. and in between the worrying and the coffee i cried fly-out-of-your-eyes anime tears the moment my bleary eyed brother said good morning because i don't know what to do.
then i had a very productive discussion about careers with my housemate's nineteen-year-old girlfriend. i don't know if that put things in perspective or was just immensely comforting.
actually i lay in bed worrying and trying to go back to sleep for a long time, but then gave up and had two cups of coffee in a row. and in between the worrying and the coffee i cried fly-out-of-your-eyes anime tears the moment my bleary eyed brother said good morning because i don't know what to do.
then i had a very productive discussion about careers with my housemate's nineteen-year-old girlfriend. i don't know if that put things in perspective or was just immensely comforting.