Can't Sleep! EVER!
I am so tired. like but I can't sleep.
I don't know what is wrong with me.
I wish I knew.
I miss a lot of things I guess.
I feel really alone here at wayne.
I don't like that. I mean I am so use to having 300 people to talk too. and now I only have a slim few.
I can sleep at home, I just can never sleep here. The only time I sleep is when I am about to die. lol.
I think I might be depressed.
I don't know what I am depressed about though.
Shouldn't their be a reason?
I mean I really don't have one.
my life is good, but I am not happy. at all.
I should be. Maybe that is what is depressing me?
I am tired of waking up and having so much shit to do.
I don't know.
I feel like none of this is what I want.
I don't want to work, I don't want to go to school. But that seems to be what I have to do. and what is right for me. I hate it.
I want to do nothing, like so many mother fuckers in this world do...
god I wish I was calidean right now...
what ever.
I am just so tired of working my ass off.
I will be at President Tuxedo for almost 3 years now. and I am only fucking 18! what the hell?
I am almost a sophmore in college. and I just started.
Most people would say my life is pretty on track.
I guess I am so tired of doing the "right" thing. I want to do more of "my" thing.
I can't fuck up what I have though over depression. That would be a loser way out.
I guess this will pay off one day. (I hope)
If not that totally sucks big fat hairy man ass! (grosse)
FUCK SOCIETY
FUCK THE ECONOMY
FUCK THIS.
In the words of a wise man: "Peace, Love, and Asshole Grease"-Nick Braun
This is Bruce Henderson and I am signing off now!
Good Night Folks!
I don't know what is wrong with me.
I wish I knew.
I miss a lot of things I guess.
I feel really alone here at wayne.
I don't like that. I mean I am so use to having 300 people to talk too. and now I only have a slim few.
I can sleep at home, I just can never sleep here. The only time I sleep is when I am about to die. lol.
I think I might be depressed.
I don't know what I am depressed about though.
Shouldn't their be a reason?
I mean I really don't have one.
my life is good, but I am not happy. at all.
I should be. Maybe that is what is depressing me?
I am tired of waking up and having so much shit to do.
I don't know.
I feel like none of this is what I want.
I don't want to work, I don't want to go to school. But that seems to be what I have to do. and what is right for me. I hate it.
I want to do nothing, like so many mother fuckers in this world do...
god I wish I was calidean right now...
what ever.
I am just so tired of working my ass off.
I will be at President Tuxedo for almost 3 years now. and I am only fucking 18! what the hell?
I am almost a sophmore in college. and I just started.
Most people would say my life is pretty on track.
I guess I am so tired of doing the "right" thing. I want to do more of "my" thing.
I can't fuck up what I have though over depression. That would be a loser way out.
I guess this will pay off one day. (I hope)
If not that totally sucks big fat hairy man ass! (grosse)
FUCK SOCIETY
FUCK THE ECONOMY
FUCK THIS.
In the words of a wise man: "Peace, Love, and Asshole Grease"-Nick Braun
This is Bruce Henderson and I am signing off now!
Good Night Folks!