Entry # 18
I find myself relating a lot to New Moon, except for the mythical parts.
The hidden, buried, painful memories…that a single word can jolt and jab my heart at ease. The confused feelings. The unconvincing lies…the self denial…
It’s almost a description of me and my daily thoughts…my malfunctioning brain.
And I keep thinking of one guy…along the pages.
Him.
I really am living New Moon right now…with my God gone…
And that mortal…lingering in my thoughts.
Will I become what Bella did?
I truly hope not.
It’s a vague one…my future.
Smiles
The hidden, buried, painful memories…that a single word can jolt and jab my heart at ease. The confused feelings. The unconvincing lies…the self denial…
It’s almost a description of me and my daily thoughts…my malfunctioning brain.
And I keep thinking of one guy…along the pages.
Him.
I really am living New Moon right now…with my God gone…
And that mortal…lingering in my thoughts.
Will I become what Bella did?
I truly hope not.
It’s a vague one…my future.
Smiles