Day 2
Lots of waiting, but without the queues.
We have a half an hour talk 10-10:30, then nothing till 2:15.
I hung out with the girl from yesterday and a new girl who is the same age as me and is like a more dynamic me career path wise.
She went straight to PGCE after uni, survived it and 1 years training before caving from the whole "I have no life apart from teaching" thing that got me much earlier. She is also married recently to a catholic guy no less. In a church.
It makes me feel inadequate but in a good way. She's really sweet and I don't wish that I had finished a PGCE I didn't want to do or done a year teaching that I didn't think I was up to. But I don't know, in some ways I wish I could have that lack of failure feeling... but then maybe she feels she failed by quitting teaching after all of that. They both madly think I'm organised. But I guess in some ways I am. This feels so good and somehow so me.. I hope it doesn't cave like PGCE and I wish I could stop harping about that but it hangs over my head. It's a big fear thing.
Anyway in other news. I watched Solaris the other day and I really liked it. I felt it was ambiguos altho I dare say people felt it copped out with a happy ending. I'm not so sure. By the end the time frames were all messed up and it's not clear what exactly is happening. I liked that. Very creepy with very little which I also liked. And it left so much unanswered.
Anyway z'as all for now dudes.
love youse
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We have a half an hour talk 10-10:30, then nothing till 2:15.
I hung out with the girl from yesterday and a new girl who is the same age as me and is like a more dynamic me career path wise.
She went straight to PGCE after uni, survived it and 1 years training before caving from the whole "I have no life apart from teaching" thing that got me much earlier. She is also married recently to a catholic guy no less. In a church.
It makes me feel inadequate but in a good way. She's really sweet and I don't wish that I had finished a PGCE I didn't want to do or done a year teaching that I didn't think I was up to. But I don't know, in some ways I wish I could have that lack of failure feeling... but then maybe she feels she failed by quitting teaching after all of that. They both madly think I'm organised. But I guess in some ways I am. This feels so good and somehow so me.. I hope it doesn't cave like PGCE and I wish I could stop harping about that but it hangs over my head. It's a big fear thing.
Anyway in other news. I watched Solaris the other day and I really liked it. I felt it was ambiguos altho I dare say people felt it copped out with a happy ending. I'm not so sure. By the end the time frames were all messed up and it's not clear what exactly is happening. I liked that. Very creepy with very little which I also liked. And it left so much unanswered.
Anyway z'as all for now dudes.
love youse
QR