I've just heard my ex may be dating...and I'm not sure how I feel....

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I dream and I dream and I dream
And it all keeps coming to nothing
I look and I look and I look
But I only find fragments of what I want to be
Beautiful faces, traces
Of failed relationships

And I didn't want him,
Was a bad idea from the start
But I was just beginning to feel we were friends
And daydream a lazy reunion
Bad idea again

I don't want to force things with anyone
Don't want to do the dance
Just not to be alone
But sometimes just sometimes
I wish I was with that one

It's all so increadibly complicated
Or looked at from the other, not
I can dance, touch, love
It's the rest that's beyond me
For a while.