My current position (see the previous two posts) makes it painfully clear that I really need a plan for the future. I'm trying to get to a psychologist here (which is a whole story on it's own), but I'm pretty sure the whole pile of "ungh" pulled me into a depression and it's not fun. Don't worry, I'm fine, I'm just not fine for a while. I'm on the ( Read more... )

The whole story is under the cut. As I already posted on Facebook:

CW: Long, personal and emotional story. I don’t mind if you don’t read it, but I would like it if you would. I’m not sharing this with everybody, not because I don’t want the word out, but because I trust you and care about having you in my life and therefor you are the people that ( Read more... )

My life... is at times so crazy that I wonder why I didn't just settle for the partner, pet, full-time job thing. But then I think for two seconds and I remember, this is more crazy, stress-y and hectic, but such a life would drive me nuts! This adventure and not knowing what's coming is actually the thing that keeps me going. So I just ride the ( Read more... )

What a life. It's weird, exciting, confusing and a whole lot more of these things. When I finally felt like I was getting back on track a bit, with some more energy, the days turn so hectic and weird I don't know how long I can keep it up. For now I'm buzzing though, with this weird trip and all the people it brings.

I'm trying to go for quality ( Read more... )

Emigration is super hard. I wouldn't call it brave, but it's crazy hard work. And then I'm not (only) talking about the social bit, but mainly about the everyday things. And I need to share this, because not many people realize this. Because in a different country, everything is different. The bread tastes different, so which one do you like? How ( Read more... )

It's super weird. I feel like I'm not doing anything, because I don't have a job and am not producing something tangible; but on the other hand, I'm super busy and have not been bored at all the last weeks. The house is slowly getting ready, housekeeping is always a thing, there are always more books to be read and I've starting crafting a bit ( Read more... )