I'll see you soon...
In San Antonio right now with a whole bunch of women. Extremely interesting. So much estrogen I think I'm growing breasts or maybe that's cause of all the food I've eaten. About to eat mexican for the 2nd time on this trip and we are having it again tomorrow because the preacher is taking us out. It is ok right now. I can sense alot of tension between people. I myself have been the focus of much of it, simply because I don't know when to shut up, I have a disgusting mouth, I'm a total non-christian, and I'm the only boy. I don't think I'm in this for the same reason's that everyone else is. Simply put I love to help but everyone here seems to think this will impact their spirit and make them more holy. I'm not all about that stuff. Me and my two fav girls on the trip, The Sleepereros as we are so affectionately called, had a conversation about religion and the spirit and I totally didn't believe them. I found myself getting upset with them for believing what they do and the thing is I try really hard not to judge. Now though I can at least see how religious people get so fervent about the topic.
It is so beautiful here. It's about 80 degrees right now. We leave the door open and lay out. The city is beautiful and full of beautiful people. We walked along the river that surrounded a part of the city, went shopping, and participated in Mardi Gras on the river. I also believe I saw a porn star walking around the river and I yelled to him trying to figure it out. HAHA. The girls laughed, but these are my celebrities, I follow them like a virgin following Brad Pitt. This is, at least partly, well worth the 28 hour drive to get here. I thank the powers that be I have wireless. It has made me feel so much better about things, especially getting to vent here. I think I'm going to have one of those life changing moments here. Not that that is why I came here but it definitely feels like it may happen. I really want to watch my habits more closely and question exactly what it is I want and expect from life. That especially relates to Friday and the hour rush to finish a 6-7 page paper. I thought I loved all this, I thought I was getting ok, it's only just getting more and more confusing. I'm definitely going in for a full workover. Ok not so sure this makes sense like I wanted it to. Just some ramblings before dinner, a shower, and more San Antonio. So to all a good break if you're on it, and to everyone else much love.
-Cali
It is so beautiful here. It's about 80 degrees right now. We leave the door open and lay out. The city is beautiful and full of beautiful people. We walked along the river that surrounded a part of the city, went shopping, and participated in Mardi Gras on the river. I also believe I saw a porn star walking around the river and I yelled to him trying to figure it out. HAHA. The girls laughed, but these are my celebrities, I follow them like a virgin following Brad Pitt. This is, at least partly, well worth the 28 hour drive to get here. I thank the powers that be I have wireless. It has made me feel so much better about things, especially getting to vent here. I think I'm going to have one of those life changing moments here. Not that that is why I came here but it definitely feels like it may happen. I really want to watch my habits more closely and question exactly what it is I want and expect from life. That especially relates to Friday and the hour rush to finish a 6-7 page paper. I thought I loved all this, I thought I was getting ok, it's only just getting more and more confusing. I'm definitely going in for a full workover. Ok not so sure this makes sense like I wanted it to. Just some ramblings before dinner, a shower, and more San Antonio. So to all a good break if you're on it, and to everyone else much love.
-Cali