Jan 04, 2017 23:16
Seriously i dont know what to blog about... why i have so many to complain about.
Recently i saw a post by my ex on a local community facebook page.... I was like.... shit! I thought i have already unfollowed him on FB already. Which gave me this idea of unfriending him. Indeed, i proceeded to unfriend him. I must really break the tie with him since this was what has been intended for. We broke off just last year about near end of Feb. We never even celebrated valentine's day.
I dont know if i want to find another bf or not... all these gave me lots of phobia. We went to BKK i think 2 times. But it was not very enjoyable. He can really spend time in their local pharmacies for hour. I mean seriously that long. I was very shocked. I got my stuff that my family has requested me to get. But he..... i don't know what he is getting... He can really look at every one and single item. He said he wants to compare the price between there and singapore. wah lao... really??? So what if its cheaper there? Are you going to buy everyone of them back to Singapore? Then when he finally decided on one item (facial wash) (duh i know), he proceeded to pay. After paying... we didn't leave... he went back to the facial wash section again and suddenly want to change to another one... sigh.... just like that time wasted there in the pharmacy.
I think the main problem with him is that he is very fickle-minded and indecisive. We can really spend 2 full days of weekend at chatuchak....its total madness. Literally really from morning till evening. ahhhhhhh! Can die really. We already planned say Saturday go chatuchak and Sunday we go cafe hopping.... cafe hopping was what i have wanted for the trip... but it wasn't fulfilled... thats why, travel alone is better. More freedom.
I remember we had a cold war that time when we were at the very very beginning of our times. We both had grindr still. He wasn't happy that i have grindr still on my phone. I deleted all my gay related apps. but he himself didn't. He claimed that he wanted to rent his rooms out. So he is using the app to find tenants. He also told me that he is only looking for cute bottoms to rent out the rooms. Did he even ever consider my feelings? Actually during our time together, he never ever want to take selfie with me. Its always me who wanted to take pic with him. Don't know if we are lover or not. And he is very maniac... he is. This is something which i cannot write here already.
I have to move on. I have to forget this person completely.