Happy New Year!

Jan 01, 2017 21:51

Here's wishing everyone a Happy New Year 2017 ahead!

Whats your new year's resolution? Or resolution this kind of thing does not apply to you at all? Or you always have a long list of resolutions but never got them fulfilled? Haha. I wish to gain weight! I wish to gain my weight till 67kg at least!

Actually i also have something in my mind that keeps harassing me until now. I just went to see a geomancer (算命师父)and as usual... he can see my problem. The problem with me is that my water element is too much liao. Water meaning that i tend to think too much and worry too much. But how can i not think...

Recently i have been taking up this weight management programme under this brand call Nu Skin. Nu Skin is like a MLM (Multi level marketing). Initially i told them that i just want to try the product to slim down the tummy and to gain muscles. And i have never thought of want to be in the business part to be a distributor. There are times where by they will really pester me and keep trying to induce the business plan into my mind.... there are times where by i was really going to try to do the business.... but most of the time i did not want to. I do not like to be force to do something which i do not want to. And they even 'went the extra mile' to come to my workplace and want to meet my colleagues. I was really feeling so uncomfortable and i feel offended. They also even want to 'harass' my family. This is really something which pissed me of.

I am already 1 month into this weight management programme. And i have 2 more months to go. I can't wait for these ordeal to finish. They even set up a group chat. The purpose of the group chat is that there are many uplines in the chat group and you can ask questions if you have. But these people will always send you images and information on when there are classes which you can attend.. or will keep asking you to attend this or attend that.... and will also try to brain wash you into taking up the business part.

I have absolutely no issues with the product. The products are working fine and working on me. I have no side effects so far. And i have made significant progresses. But after many sleepless nights of thinking through all these... I still do not want to take up the business part. When i told them honestly about this, they will say if its i worried i dont know how to do, or i scared of rejection. They are all very well trained on dealing with all these rejections and how to counter.

My mind is in a mess after all these. I can't even cross over my new year peacefully. So scared if my starting is already like this, what will happen to the rest of 2017?? I cannot imagine.

Worse, this coming saturday and sunday i will be attending a convention with them... and they keep claiming that after the convention, my thinking will be different. They keep saying that they have taken up this business part after they attended their first convention. Scary.

If i have now already made up my mind not taking up the business part, I will have to persevere and not to be swayed easily. I cannot let this big wood drift on and on by the water.

HELP!!!!
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