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The past few days have been interesting. Officially taking a break from Crew. It should only last 2 weeks at the max, but there is the possibility that it will be the whole season if I need it. I'm missing the team so much already, I hope I don't need the whole semester off. I can't see the future right now.
This weekend I made sure I didn't have a date, so I could focus on my studies. I'm very proud of myself. As narcissistic as that sounds I've been on steadily talking to women for the past 3 weeks and need to get centered. I think I need a break. Although I have two other women that I'm slowly talking to, I'll make sure to spread them out.
Last night Molly invited me to Shabbat and I really wanted to go because I'd never been before, but I had already planned to go to the Vagina Monologues at school. Lillian and her girlfriend Amelie came along as well. I really like Amelie, I hope they stay together for awhile. I think its good for her.
Vag Logues were really good. Well worth my time. Afterward Lillian invited me to Hot Pants, and I agreed to go. I'm never that spontaneous. Her girlfriend had to get up for work the next morning at 4:30. God that reminded me of crew. So Lillian and I went alone to meet up with her friends. First the Lookout, the gayest (male) bar ever, but we met some other cool dykes there. Then we went over to the Cat Club, but the night wasn't Hot Pants, it was WTF!. It was still enjoyable and lots of different types of beautiful women.
I got to see what its like not to have responsibilities every morning. It was nice.
I still find myself talking about Christina all the time. I hope to shake her soon. I'm going to get annoying with my whining soon too. But she comes up all the time. Like at the Cat Club, fucking Katie Duck was bartending. That's one of her good friends and co-workers. I can't seem to get away from her. I think about her all the time and want her even more than ever. I guess it has to get worse before it can get better...
This weekend I made sure I didn't have a date, so I could focus on my studies. I'm very proud of myself. As narcissistic as that sounds I've been on steadily talking to women for the past 3 weeks and need to get centered. I think I need a break. Although I have two other women that I'm slowly talking to, I'll make sure to spread them out.
Last night Molly invited me to Shabbat and I really wanted to go because I'd never been before, but I had already planned to go to the Vagina Monologues at school. Lillian and her girlfriend Amelie came along as well. I really like Amelie, I hope they stay together for awhile. I think its good for her.
Vag Logues were really good. Well worth my time. Afterward Lillian invited me to Hot Pants, and I agreed to go. I'm never that spontaneous. Her girlfriend had to get up for work the next morning at 4:30. God that reminded me of crew. So Lillian and I went alone to meet up with her friends. First the Lookout, the gayest (male) bar ever, but we met some other cool dykes there. Then we went over to the Cat Club, but the night wasn't Hot Pants, it was WTF!. It was still enjoyable and lots of different types of beautiful women.
I got to see what its like not to have responsibilities every morning. It was nice.
I still find myself talking about Christina all the time. I hope to shake her soon. I'm going to get annoying with my whining soon too. But she comes up all the time. Like at the Cat Club, fucking Katie Duck was bartending. That's one of her good friends and co-workers. I can't seem to get away from her. I think about her all the time and want her even more than ever. I guess it has to get worse before it can get better...