Beautiful Bitch
Again I had to have a conversation with Christina about not talking for awhile. It felt like we broke up again, but this time in a less pain full way. Of course its for the best. If we can't have a conversation without crying, then we can't talk to each other. I can't wait for the day that we can talk like friends instead of ex's.
Tonight I got rejected by one woman that I was hoping to set up a regular thing with, but within 30 seconds later I was setting up another possible date. From the outside this sounds bad, but I'm feeling ok about it. For about a minute my feelings and ego were hurt, but I soon got over it with my next pursuit. This probably has to do with me still being in love with Christina and everyone else are just means to an end.
I'm not using people if I fully disclose my intentions right? Right.
As for crew looks like the practical thing to do is to take a break. I should have done this a long time ago like at the beginning of the season, but I'm burning the candle at both ends now. I need to make the right decision for myself.
Life's a bitch. But today was a beautiful day.
Tonight I got rejected by one woman that I was hoping to set up a regular thing with, but within 30 seconds later I was setting up another possible date. From the outside this sounds bad, but I'm feeling ok about it. For about a minute my feelings and ego were hurt, but I soon got over it with my next pursuit. This probably has to do with me still being in love with Christina and everyone else are just means to an end.
I'm not using people if I fully disclose my intentions right? Right.
As for crew looks like the practical thing to do is to take a break. I should have done this a long time ago like at the beginning of the season, but I'm burning the candle at both ends now. I need to make the right decision for myself.
Life's a bitch. But today was a beautiful day.