My days are getting better-ish
I finally got my old cell phone turned off and called Amtrak about the double charge. I also made an appointment with a dentist. It felt good to get a lot of my life taken care of today.
Crew was very challenging, and probably more so because I'm now having back issues. If its not one thing its another.
After class today I went to the Tea Shop to find Emilie and Kaila. I needed to finally give back the book and gift that I had for Christina. I'm very happy to have the gift off my hands. Every time I looked at it, it reminded me of her. I hate not being over her. Nonetheless, this has not stopped me from pursuing other interest. Two different people in particular and I have my eye on a third. I have one date for Sunday and another potential hangout soon. My intimate life never seems to go dull for long, especially on this campus. Hopefully this won't all be a mistake.
Regardless of these great things, I'm really afraid of running into Christina on campus tomorrow. There is a very good chance she'll be here. I know we agreed to be civil and say hi to each other, but I'm worried about how I'll feel after I see her. Only time will tell and I can't predict the future. No use worrying.
Tomorrow I have thesis class and I have no work to show for it. Which was freaking me out, but apparently a lot of others are in the same boat. I don't feel so shitty anymore. I'm still going to talk to my adviser about possibilities though.
I'm still very tired. I'm not sure if my pills are regulating me yet. I feel less depressed for sure, but my sleep patterns are still relatively the same. I just want to sleep at a decent time like everyone else, with minimal naps. A lot to ask? Apparently for me, yes.
Crew was very challenging, and probably more so because I'm now having back issues. If its not one thing its another.
After class today I went to the Tea Shop to find Emilie and Kaila. I needed to finally give back the book and gift that I had for Christina. I'm very happy to have the gift off my hands. Every time I looked at it, it reminded me of her. I hate not being over her. Nonetheless, this has not stopped me from pursuing other interest. Two different people in particular and I have my eye on a third. I have one date for Sunday and another potential hangout soon. My intimate life never seems to go dull for long, especially on this campus. Hopefully this won't all be a mistake.
Regardless of these great things, I'm really afraid of running into Christina on campus tomorrow. There is a very good chance she'll be here. I know we agreed to be civil and say hi to each other, but I'm worried about how I'll feel after I see her. Only time will tell and I can't predict the future. No use worrying.
Tomorrow I have thesis class and I have no work to show for it. Which was freaking me out, but apparently a lot of others are in the same boat. I don't feel so shitty anymore. I'm still going to talk to my adviser about possibilities though.
I'm still very tired. I'm not sure if my pills are regulating me yet. I feel less depressed for sure, but my sleep patterns are still relatively the same. I just want to sleep at a decent time like everyone else, with minimal naps. A lot to ask? Apparently for me, yes.