Weekend and my heart is on the mend
C has not contacted me back. This is probably for the best. I kind of fucked up jumping to the conclusion that I did. But I'm happy I said my peace, just wish I could have said it to her face instead of through email. M appears to be really happy with her gf, it hurt to see it. The careful touching, the intimate looks... these are the same things she gave me in private for no one to see, but it now openly expressing with this person. I'm happy I took a break from her, its helped. Its not even intentional, but I'm busy, she's busy, we don't see each other. I think if this continues this will work out for me. I'll tell her how I feel before I leave. Which may be selfish, but its what I want. And it will be good to leave everything behind. It wouldn't make sense to tell her now seeing as our friendship works the way it is. If i told her things would just be awkward and I'd loose my a friend.
S is great, ran into her at Flourish. That was amusing. We both gave each other space to not hurt each others game, but really we could have just been together and it would have been fine. I enjoy her company so much and the ease with which this is going. I have a small suspicion that she really likes me. But being wanted is not a bad thing, its just hard if you can't reciprocate those feelings. All is good and I'm happy with this situation.
Went on a date with F/RP and it was good. She is a bit older than I thought, but still younger than S. Also, she has a child which was a shocker, but I'm willing to look past it because its going to be rare if I ever meet the kid. Plus F/RP is so hot. If I had a type she would be it, in terms of looks. Also, very intelligent, which is always a plus. We are having another date on Memorial Day. I see good potential. Plus she's poly and is cool with me leaving in August. I have to be honest, I really want to jump her bones and most definitely snuggle after wards. I really hope she's into snuggles.
I have a friend date with MH tonight, and I have a small suspicion that she has more on her mind than just friends. But I could just be projecting, considering I use to have a crush on her. I'm not interested anymore and hooking up with her now, could spell serious drama for me, so I need to be extra careful is all.
I have a busy week and I hope its the good kind of busy.