cheer up
i keep telling myself ill work on things
i dont feel alive.
i believe i have some sort of mental problem. im fucking abnormal. my mom said so like a month ago too.
wow. the point of this shitty lj is for me to express myself. and although im usually carefree and happy.
TODAY IS THE DAY. when the world will crumble.
all of it.
i have no hope.
i dont know in what
i think i just lost all hope i had.
every bit of it.
the tears that dry on my cheeks.
they leave some marks.
but i truly believe im living an empty life.
the hope i had, i think i had in myself
is all gone now, its truly gone
forever.
i am a failure.
im nothing great
something must have happened
inside of me i feel empty
i feel this knot in my throat
its all senseless
i have no fear
i have no heart beat
and the tears keep dripping down to my chin.
i dont feel alive.
i believe i have some sort of mental problem. im fucking abnormal. my mom said so like a month ago too.
wow. the point of this shitty lj is for me to express myself. and although im usually carefree and happy.
TODAY IS THE DAY. when the world will crumble.
all of it.
i have no hope.
i dont know in what
i think i just lost all hope i had.
every bit of it.
the tears that dry on my cheeks.
they leave some marks.
but i truly believe im living an empty life.
the hope i had, i think i had in myself
is all gone now, its truly gone
forever.
i am a failure.
im nothing great
something must have happened
inside of me i feel empty
i feel this knot in my throat
its all senseless
i have no fear
i have no heart beat
and the tears keep dripping down to my chin.