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[queenpunkitty]

wow... HOLY SHIT this is an actual update.. hopefully you all have not forgotten about me... but i cant use the computer at home anymore... marco will get upset... well as you all know we are broken up... and i think we will remain that way... he says we will get back together in 2 months after i move out... which also may result in lack of posting... but i promise on theater that i will update as much as i can... well anyway... i am at joshs house... tonight i went out with a billion of my valley friends... with josh, and stephie, and jackie, and jennie, and maja, and about a dozen others... its lovely... we went to a poetry slam at blue dragon... ewww and goldie was there... hmmm... anyway... but now we are here, and i am cool... going back at eleven to pick up my guitar and sell it to vicky... ooh money... can i hear a hell yes... oh wait i would but i am giving thirty of it to marco, and the other thirty to his sister... his sister has a good excuse for getting it... i am living in her house... but marco... i dont know what the reason is... i shouldnt in fact... but i am going to... and of course i wont have any left for myself... the story of my life...

moving in with christina... tried to go to hollywood video today to get a job... i didnt make the cut... after that i got really depressed between my mom making cracks about how i abandond her and my brother butting in... but of course i dealt and kept my head up... what sux is i know i fucked up... but my mom just rubs it in my face even more... well after my dad called told me to go get my birthcertificate and go down to frontier, and apply, so i am praying that i get that... if i dont... i know i am a failure... but i must go now... i love you all especially josh and stefie for taking me out at night... i loved it...

-sarah-
p.s. oh yea, they uped my meds... again...