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Has been a mixed few days, feel quite bored yet anti-social at the mo, have had a boring day of cleaning the house and completely wasting time watching shit tv and smoking too much. By far the highlight of my last two days was Ricky, a good old friend from home, giving me a call just cuz he hadnt spoke to me for ages and wanted to know how i was and when we could get together. really cheered me up to hear about bristol shannanigans and i feel slightly more wanted than i have done recently, good stuff.
Friday was brilliant, i was on a real high after finishing my essays, doing a bit of bargain shopping, having a party to look forward to etc etc. The party was pretty good, i liked everyone who came and most people i give a shit about in this city were there so it was cool. Shouldnt have got so drunk/stoned as per usual (fun fact readers; i puked in my bin) so that i no longer cared whether everyone else was having fun, i just imposed myself on them. managed to fit in a 2 hour drunken moan with dave at the end of the night, mostly bitching about our ridiculously mythical love lives, until we both passed out around 5am.was generally good night, hope everyone had fun, especially cheryl who was classically drunk and who puked too so i dont feel so bad!!!
Was supposed to go see fireworks last night, but for some reason i was in such a bad mood that to inflict my presence on anyone would have been unfair. i just couldnt sum up the enthusiasm to go ooooh, aaaah at loud stuff, out in the cold with a hangover and paying £5 for the pleasure! hmmm that sounds miserable! im sure my pals would have cheered me up but sometimes you just need to be at home with a book!
Part of my problem i think is that i no longer have a job, this isnt good, am overly poor and not liking it one bit. job hunting bores me to the utmost degree but i guess im gona have to get my ass out there very soon and find employment if i want to go out again before xmas. damn it that sucks.
oh well happy thoughts of family coming to visit on tuesday, will be great just to hang out and talk bollocks and be as stupid, crap as i like with my little bro, and be fussed over by my mum and run around like a crazy with my dog. yeah, gona feel a bit like a kid for a few days. ace i need a break!
Friday was brilliant, i was on a real high after finishing my essays, doing a bit of bargain shopping, having a party to look forward to etc etc. The party was pretty good, i liked everyone who came and most people i give a shit about in this city were there so it was cool. Shouldnt have got so drunk/stoned as per usual (fun fact readers; i puked in my bin) so that i no longer cared whether everyone else was having fun, i just imposed myself on them. managed to fit in a 2 hour drunken moan with dave at the end of the night, mostly bitching about our ridiculously mythical love lives, until we both passed out around 5am.was generally good night, hope everyone had fun, especially cheryl who was classically drunk and who puked too so i dont feel so bad!!!
Was supposed to go see fireworks last night, but for some reason i was in such a bad mood that to inflict my presence on anyone would have been unfair. i just couldnt sum up the enthusiasm to go ooooh, aaaah at loud stuff, out in the cold with a hangover and paying £5 for the pleasure! hmmm that sounds miserable! im sure my pals would have cheered me up but sometimes you just need to be at home with a book!
Part of my problem i think is that i no longer have a job, this isnt good, am overly poor and not liking it one bit. job hunting bores me to the utmost degree but i guess im gona have to get my ass out there very soon and find employment if i want to go out again before xmas. damn it that sucks.
oh well happy thoughts of family coming to visit on tuesday, will be great just to hang out and talk bollocks and be as stupid, crap as i like with my little bro, and be fussed over by my mum and run around like a crazy with my dog. yeah, gona feel a bit like a kid for a few days. ace i need a break!