so my summer
my summer is great. It is not going to be fun as the last couple summers because I'm not partying alot and doing crazy stuff but that is how I want it. I deicded this summer to kill myself w/ work instead of alcohol and I feel better for it lol. For some reason I do feel better about myself for doing that so I'll pick the long work hours over a night of not remembering anything anyday. Alan came home and it was really nice to see him eventhough we didn't really have that much fun lol but o well. hmm thats about it. I go to the bar occasionally when I have time. They only problem I have is trying to tell guys that I do not want and relationship or sex and to just leave me alone. I'm too nice sometimes its time to bust out that black heart.