*tears at hair* Fun followed by awkward. When will things get even?
Yesterday was an awesome Girls Night Out.
Kansas and Nikki and I hung out. Nikki was supposed to have clinicals but she didn't go because her cold got worse and she couldn't sleep because Erika was sick. Around 1:00 she came into my room and we just laid about until Kansas came over at 2:30 and then she was EVIL. She turned the light on to get us up. We got her to turn the light off and then she crawled into my bed too. We hung out for about an hour when Nikki's sister, Veronica, locked herself out of her house and we tried to help her. At 5 we finally left to go shopping.
Kansas wanted to go to some sex shops and Nikki said that Oak Lawn would be the nest place to go. Well goodness if I didn't just HAVE to go. Why? Don't know. But we went to Oak Lawn and every time we got out of the car Kansas would fight me to not have to sit in the backseat, but every time I would win. The first Condom Sense was alright but Kansas wanted to look at clothes. Oh, and seriously? Some of the things in there are awful. They had an inflatable doll that was a "Grandma I'd Like to Fuck." So wrong. But they have a way to make your iPod more versatile. iBuzz attaches to your iPod and is a vibrator to your music. They have iEverything!
Then we drove more into Dallas and found a larger Condom Sense that had costumes and, just like when I went to Electrique Boutique, I had to try something on along with her. Nikki was not going to complain, of course. So I need an XL because of how broad my hips and shoulders are, thanks stupid German heritage, and we could only find up to a Large, which I really am. Darn huh? Well then we find the XL section and Kansas said "We just didn't go down far enough." The guy behind the counter heard and said "Girls never go down enough. Or so my straight friends tell me. I don't really know." XD So I tried on a hippy costume and was all yay I'm done, when Nikki slid a french maid costume under just as I had put my pants back on. I kicked it back out and was all NO! Kansas made me try it on though, but I didn't take my pants off because the back of the skirt was like maybe 2 inches long. That would be a no, thank you. So I told her to grab another one since that was not going to be shown. Well she grabbed an Alice in Wonderland costume and it made me feel like a 12 year old but it did look good on me. I am going to try and see if Kansas can send it to me so I can put it on photobucket and show people. They came with super cute tights and it was only 40$. Here it is on ebay
After that we went to a place called Nandina's and it was awesome. We got a drink that we got to name and then when Kansas and I went to the bar to get another one the bartender was all flirty and so was the Manager. The manager said he liked my shirt and when we asked how much the drink cost because it wasn't one on the menu the bartender said it was 7$. The Manger asked how much we wanted to pay for it and I said 5.50? He was all No, but then he said he would do it for us. :D Then the bartender made the original version of the drink and Kansas and I split it. Then he made a shot called a Bazooka, it had Hennessy, Hypnotica(?), sweet and sour and saki. It was amazing. We got that shot for free. :D
After that it was Pepsi and Rum back at the house and a couple shots of rum. Nikki put out a strobe light and put some music on. I ended up on the floor, on purpose, because I could feel the bass and the strobe was cool on the ceiling.
She told me I looked hot laying like that. She had to physically make herself leave my room when we all went to sleep. She told me that sometimes it's hard for her to leave the house to go to work because I'm still here.
Then Erika confided in me saying that she hopes she can work things out with Nikki but she is afraid that Nikki has just given up. She is talking about sending her sisters stuff home and saying that my cats can come back because she has "gotten used to me." God she has no clue and I still feel so conflicted about everything and just awful. I really want Nikki to say what we are/are becoming and when Erika is leaving and Kansas is moving in so I can feel like there's some solidity. There's no limits or rules and Erika is still trying to fix everything and Nikki is just like, fuck it I am going to go out and drink and have people over and not ask; I can do what I want to now.
*sigh* I wish someone could tell me what to do.
Kansas and Nikki and I hung out. Nikki was supposed to have clinicals but she didn't go because her cold got worse and she couldn't sleep because Erika was sick. Around 1:00 she came into my room and we just laid about until Kansas came over at 2:30 and then she was EVIL. She turned the light on to get us up. We got her to turn the light off and then she crawled into my bed too. We hung out for about an hour when Nikki's sister, Veronica, locked herself out of her house and we tried to help her. At 5 we finally left to go shopping.
Kansas wanted to go to some sex shops and Nikki said that Oak Lawn would be the nest place to go. Well goodness if I didn't just HAVE to go. Why? Don't know. But we went to Oak Lawn and every time we got out of the car Kansas would fight me to not have to sit in the backseat, but every time I would win. The first Condom Sense was alright but Kansas wanted to look at clothes. Oh, and seriously? Some of the things in there are awful. They had an inflatable doll that was a "Grandma I'd Like to Fuck." So wrong. But they have a way to make your iPod more versatile. iBuzz attaches to your iPod and is a vibrator to your music. They have iEverything!
Then we drove more into Dallas and found a larger Condom Sense that had costumes and, just like when I went to Electrique Boutique, I had to try something on along with her. Nikki was not going to complain, of course. So I need an XL because of how broad my hips and shoulders are, thanks stupid German heritage, and we could only find up to a Large, which I really am. Darn huh? Well then we find the XL section and Kansas said "We just didn't go down far enough." The guy behind the counter heard and said "Girls never go down enough. Or so my straight friends tell me. I don't really know." XD So I tried on a hippy costume and was all yay I'm done, when Nikki slid a french maid costume under just as I had put my pants back on. I kicked it back out and was all NO! Kansas made me try it on though, but I didn't take my pants off because the back of the skirt was like maybe 2 inches long. That would be a no, thank you. So I told her to grab another one since that was not going to be shown. Well she grabbed an Alice in Wonderland costume and it made me feel like a 12 year old but it did look good on me. I am going to try and see if Kansas can send it to me so I can put it on photobucket and show people. They came with super cute tights and it was only 40$. Here it is on ebay
After that we went to a place called Nandina's and it was awesome. We got a drink that we got to name and then when Kansas and I went to the bar to get another one the bartender was all flirty and so was the Manager. The manager said he liked my shirt and when we asked how much the drink cost because it wasn't one on the menu the bartender said it was 7$. The Manger asked how much we wanted to pay for it and I said 5.50? He was all No, but then he said he would do it for us. :D Then the bartender made the original version of the drink and Kansas and I split it. Then he made a shot called a Bazooka, it had Hennessy, Hypnotica(?), sweet and sour and saki. It was amazing. We got that shot for free. :D
After that it was Pepsi and Rum back at the house and a couple shots of rum. Nikki put out a strobe light and put some music on. I ended up on the floor, on purpose, because I could feel the bass and the strobe was cool on the ceiling.
She told me I looked hot laying like that. She had to physically make herself leave my room when we all went to sleep. She told me that sometimes it's hard for her to leave the house to go to work because I'm still here.
Then Erika confided in me saying that she hopes she can work things out with Nikki but she is afraid that Nikki has just given up. She is talking about sending her sisters stuff home and saying that my cats can come back because she has "gotten used to me." God she has no clue and I still feel so conflicted about everything and just awful. I really want Nikki to say what we are/are becoming and when Erika is leaving and Kansas is moving in so I can feel like there's some solidity. There's no limits or rules and Erika is still trying to fix everything and Nikki is just like, fuck it I am going to go out and drink and have people over and not ask; I can do what I want to now.
*sigh* I wish someone could tell me what to do.