Y I haven't been talking much beware slightly emo girl problems. how do you know when it's cheating?

[queenallie03]

So I seem to have a problem with becoming attracted to women who are already in relationships. They also both have have partners, one a spouse the other a partner of 7 years, who have military experience. Greg says it's because I'm a thrill seeker, but let me say I am not seeking this

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[queenallie03]

It's getting better internally as I talk to people about it, but I have to try to talk to people who don't know the two of them. And I can't tell my Mom because she said something like this would happen. Apparently I have a really easy to fall for personality. It's gotten me in trouble before.

I'm being really passive/agressive about everything, so if she wanders into my room in the morning and crawls into bed with me, like she did 3 hours ago, I'm not going to tell her no, but I will make sure I'm wearing my sleep shirt that is a men's dress shirt and have the top button undone(she said it was distracting so I buttoned it at which point she told me not to. I said 'but it's distracting' and she told me that I'm distracting in general).

It's strange because it's like I don't want her to because Erika could kill me(and would as she's v. jealous), but I keep putting myself in situations where she can.

Nikki told me the only reason that she tries to keep Erika from leaving her is because she owns 4 dogs and she couldn't move into an apartment with them, she can't afford a house to keep them, and she won't get rid of them. But I think there's more too it because she's such a guy sometimes.