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I hate when my dreams are full of hate. Especially when of late it is all directed at me. Im always so tired the next morning.
Last night in my dream two people, one a friend and one a...someone I know I guess....screaming at me over and over again. Until I woke up.
The night before last I was being stabbed repeatedly and everyone just watched.
No need to analyse them for me. My guilt is like a constant weight around my shoulders. But whats worse is that I think all I can to make up for it is to stop making it worse. Keep moving forward, improving as a person.
And say Im sorry to everyone. I hope people can accept it. If you cant then who can blame you. But what else can I do.
Last night in my dream two people, one a friend and one a...someone I know I guess....screaming at me over and over again. Until I woke up.
The night before last I was being stabbed repeatedly and everyone just watched.
No need to analyse them for me. My guilt is like a constant weight around my shoulders. But whats worse is that I think all I can to make up for it is to stop making it worse. Keep moving forward, improving as a person.
And say Im sorry to everyone. I hope people can accept it. If you cant then who can blame you. But what else can I do.