Mondays Suck
Man how do I hate Mondays???? GEEEZZZZ...
They get worse EVERY week I think...work was very busy today and I didn't like it very much. My shoulders are sore from typing ALL day!!!
I know I talk lot of smack about being happy w/o someone to spend time with and that I think I am better off w/o it at this point, but there are those days when it is something that OVERCOMES me and makes me feel very lonely and afraid that it will be this way forever. Altho I know that isn't the way it will be, unless God sees fit for me to live my life on earth as a single woman forever! Which I do not think that is the way it should be. There is someone out there that is made just for me, that will love me for me and not what they THINK I should be, but see me for who I am and love me inspite of that.
I don't know why I wrote that, but I guess in the quiet you think of such things. Things that are deep inside that you aren't even aware are there tend to come out of the quiet. I think when we get quiet and listen for God's voice there are mighty things that come from it. I know past experience has been that way for me. God can only speak to us when we LISTEN!!!
We are going to FUSION this weekend. I am looking forward to it. #1 Being with all my kids from youturn, and all my friends from there. I hope that God shows us as leaders lots of cool things, and that we all experience God in ways that we have never seen before.
Man, this is turning into a long and drawn out post about nothing!!! I tend to ramble when I am tired. So I think I'll end this post now!
I wish all of you guys great nigths and better mornings!!!
Till next time...
They get worse EVERY week I think...work was very busy today and I didn't like it very much. My shoulders are sore from typing ALL day!!!
I know I talk lot of smack about being happy w/o someone to spend time with and that I think I am better off w/o it at this point, but there are those days when it is something that OVERCOMES me and makes me feel very lonely and afraid that it will be this way forever. Altho I know that isn't the way it will be, unless God sees fit for me to live my life on earth as a single woman forever! Which I do not think that is the way it should be. There is someone out there that is made just for me, that will love me for me and not what they THINK I should be, but see me for who I am and love me inspite of that.
I don't know why I wrote that, but I guess in the quiet you think of such things. Things that are deep inside that you aren't even aware are there tend to come out of the quiet. I think when we get quiet and listen for God's voice there are mighty things that come from it. I know past experience has been that way for me. God can only speak to us when we LISTEN!!!
We are going to FUSION this weekend. I am looking forward to it. #1 Being with all my kids from youturn, and all my friends from there. I hope that God shows us as leaders lots of cool things, and that we all experience God in ways that we have never seen before.
Man, this is turning into a long and drawn out post about nothing!!! I tend to ramble when I am tired. So I think I'll end this post now!
I wish all of you guys great nigths and better mornings!!!
Till next time...