I am a terrible person.
I think I've just lost one of my best friends.
And it's all my fault.
And Callum hates me even more now.
And I still have to finish my essay.
WHY AM I SO FUCKING STUPID? I hate myself.
I'm so so sorry Joy. I never deserved you as a friend.
I don't know why I do this stupid shit, but I do... maybe people will forget. Maybe... but probably not.
I kind of want to die right now. But I'm too lazy to kill myself.
Laters.