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Dear Self: please stop coming up with difficult scenes that are near-impossible to write. Maybe then you can post a chapter much sooner than once every five fucking months and your readers will actually respect you.
No love,
Yourself
(I know I shouldn't be so hard on myself, but dammit, this is ridiculous. I've been working on this single scene since CHRISTMAS and it STILL ISN'T RIGHT. But hey, YOU try writing a climax that's nearly non-stop action and has to not only be the culmination of this fic AND it's prequel, but rewrites the history of one of the most famous season finales in Supernatural's history! IT IS NOT EASY! But still...after all these revisions, you'd think I'd have gotten it right by now, y'know? Nope. My brain is so fried...I'm amazed I can even string together sentences for this post. I just want this part to be done, but dammit, it HAS to be right. So forgive me if I'm a little disgusted with myself for not being able to figure out those final, key pieces. Really can't stand being me right now.)
No love,
Yourself
(I know I shouldn't be so hard on myself, but dammit, this is ridiculous. I've been working on this single scene since CHRISTMAS and it STILL ISN'T RIGHT. But hey, YOU try writing a climax that's nearly non-stop action and has to not only be the culmination of this fic AND it's prequel, but rewrites the history of one of the most famous season finales in Supernatural's history! IT IS NOT EASY! But still...after all these revisions, you'd think I'd have gotten it right by now, y'know? Nope. My brain is so fried...I'm amazed I can even string together sentences for this post. I just want this part to be done, but dammit, it HAS to be right. So forgive me if I'm a little disgusted with myself for not being able to figure out those final, key pieces. Really can't stand being me right now.)