Last night, I had a meltdown
Hmm...for all of you who read my entries from last week, you know how stressed out I've been with all my homework, that research paper, and writing exams with 2 hours of practice everynight from 5-7. I thought that was the most sressfull week of my life and I was looking foward to this weekend. Now...I'm wishing I could have that week back.
This weekend, in stead of relaxing, I have to type up a 30 word vocab list for OR, write and memorize a 5 minutes speech on a book I haven't read since November and don't have time to re read now because I must present the speech on Wednesday, write and memorize 20 second responses IN SPANISH to 30 different questions by the speaking exam for Spainish, study for my Algebra II Honors test for Monday and somehow find time to clean my terrible room so the people who own our house can take pictures of it because their SELLING my house :( and I have practice everynight next week from 3-7:30 plus the band banquet on Wednesday and Prisms on Saturday. If I couldn't do the little bit I had to do last week with only 2 hours of practice a night, how am I going to handle all this with 4 and 1/2 hours of practice a night?????
I starting naming all this in the car last night on the way home with my mom and just started to cry and cry because I know me and I know I won't be able to handle it. I so wasn't expecting all this all at once. I just want it to be summer.
Last night I went to Daryl's and hung out. The guy made me feel 293847945 times better. Sometimes him and Tyler can be assholes but sometimes they're the greatest and I'm so glad they're there for me.
This weekend, in stead of relaxing, I have to type up a 30 word vocab list for OR, write and memorize a 5 minutes speech on a book I haven't read since November and don't have time to re read now because I must present the speech on Wednesday, write and memorize 20 second responses IN SPANISH to 30 different questions by the speaking exam for Spainish, study for my Algebra II Honors test for Monday and somehow find time to clean my terrible room so the people who own our house can take pictures of it because their SELLING my house :( and I have practice everynight next week from 3-7:30 plus the band banquet on Wednesday and Prisms on Saturday. If I couldn't do the little bit I had to do last week with only 2 hours of practice a night, how am I going to handle all this with 4 and 1/2 hours of practice a night?????
I starting naming all this in the car last night on the way home with my mom and just started to cry and cry because I know me and I know I won't be able to handle it. I so wasn't expecting all this all at once. I just want it to be summer.
Last night I went to Daryl's and hung out. The guy made me feel 293847945 times better. Sometimes him and Tyler can be assholes but sometimes they're the greatest and I'm so glad they're there for me.