Clearly i get distracted easily...
So I sat here in a sad attempt to read for one of my classes and I found myself doing everything but.
Over the weekend, I had a conversation which I believe I was never meant to have. Thoughts, theories and things I have been musing over for a long time spilled in an unending stream. The things I said weren't bad or overly personal or anything remotely terrible. It’s just that they were the kind of things that no one but someone in your shoes could understand without them being misinterpreted. (I wonder if that last statement made any sense at all.)
Apparently, people sit and have forums on how I am mean and intimidating and should "take it down a notch". And the worst thing about this is that of course "they're not trying to be mean" but they're only looking out for me. whatever. how although I may be *cute* (god I hate that word), I am completely unapproachable. hmmm....this inapproachability I haven't yet decided if this is a good thing or a bad thing. It’s good because it weeds out the wackest of the wack of men but on the other hand this is potentially bad because it's like throwing the baby out with the drain water. BUT even so I really don't appreciate this. I don't like being the subject of people's conversations especially when they're being had with people I don't know very well and behind my back.
Does it sound like I’m bitching?
Good cause I am.
Did I forget to mention how it was said I "think too much"?
it's hard enough having issues in your life without other people putting their "good Samaritan" two cents in. is it on everyone's *to-do* list to save me from myself?
Over the weekend, I had a conversation which I believe I was never meant to have. Thoughts, theories and things I have been musing over for a long time spilled in an unending stream. The things I said weren't bad or overly personal or anything remotely terrible. It’s just that they were the kind of things that no one but someone in your shoes could understand without them being misinterpreted. (I wonder if that last statement made any sense at all.)
Apparently, people sit and have forums on how I am mean and intimidating and should "take it down a notch". And the worst thing about this is that of course "they're not trying to be mean" but they're only looking out for me. whatever. how although I may be *cute* (god I hate that word), I am completely unapproachable. hmmm....this inapproachability I haven't yet decided if this is a good thing or a bad thing. It’s good because it weeds out the wackest of the wack of men but on the other hand this is potentially bad because it's like throwing the baby out with the drain water. BUT even so I really don't appreciate this. I don't like being the subject of people's conversations especially when they're being had with people I don't know very well and behind my back.
Does it sound like I’m bitching?
Good cause I am.
Did I forget to mention how it was said I "think too much"?
it's hard enough having issues in your life without other people putting their "good Samaritan" two cents in. is it on everyone's *to-do* list to save me from myself?