Aug 26, 2005 09:14
Last night I had a death dream.
There was an older lady in my dream, very much like my grandmother. I was very fond of her and while I was "away" she died. At first when someone in the dream told me she died I was a little sad, but the sadness grew and grew.
Later in the dream when I got back to the same place where I had last seen her another someone told me she had died and my grief overwhelmed me. In my dream I started crying. I sank farther into tears and cried harder still. Eventually I woke myself up with my own grief. I continued to cry and sob until I fell back asleep.
I was very disturbing.
I haven't had a dream so bad it woke me up in quite some time. At the end of the dream and after I woke I kept thinking, "She's dead. She's dead."
death,
dream