This is shit
God fuck.. I had the freakin longest entry and then the computer went all spastic and totally deleted everything I had written in here... so I prolly won't remember everything I was talkin about.. but oh well.. I'll just try to remember.. well last entry I left off with what I did Tuesday so I will just pick it up from there..
Ok.... Wednesday I went to school all of the normal stuff n such and of course it was just another bad day because that is just the way my week has been going. I also decided I was going to run for sophomore class president so that was cool. so then after school I had track and then i went home and then I had dance tryouts. Then I went home and watched the season finale of The O.C. which is only the BEST SHOW EVER! I seriously love it so much I mean I haven't ever missed an episode. I couldn't believe that Ryan left and that Seth sailed away and I cried. it was so sad. Then that night I got in a fight with my dad and so everyone was all upset and then that night when i went to bed I cried myself t sleep just because everything about this whole entire week and I duno it has just been so bad. I can't believe I have been crying this much lately seriously.. like the only other time I have cried this much is when my brother almost died. Anyways on Thursday I had to get up early and be at school early for a meeting about the election n such. I got to leave school at like 1:30 because we had a track meet in St.Helens and that was pretty cool. At my track meet I didn't do to well in the high jump but in the long jump I PR'd so that was good. My dad came to watch so after I was done I left the track meet early because I had a buncha homework and I needed to write my speech and make posters for the next day. So I had a pretty late night. Then on Friday I got to school really early again because I needed to put up my posters and such and I was just real nervous and excited for the whole day. Britney was my "campaign manager" and I was so glad she was! I just love her so much! So then at like 1 or something I gave my speech in front of the ENTIRE freshmen class and it was soo freakin scary cuz I mean thats like 400 ppl and I haven't even spoken in front of that many people in my entire life. So then at the end of the day they announced who won and Jake got president, and me corrina nad kyla got vice presidents. Then after school I went to track cuz Mr.Mitchell said that he was gonna be there and I needed to work on high jump. But then he told me he couldn't stay cuz he had to go pick up shaka. so that was a waste and so I went home and got ready for dance team tryouts. and that went pretty well and I'm really happy with our team this year. I think that we are going to be really good and i'm totally excited! I'm also WAY excited because KATIE MICHELLE MAHER is on the team!! Its gonna be so fun now that she is on and I'm totally looking forward for the season to start.
So then last night I was going to possibly hang out with some people but my dad was being way stupid and dumb and told me that I could'nt do anything and yea it was totally dumb. so I sat home on a friday night like a loser and didn't do anything.
Today I didn't get outta bed until like 2 in the afternoon and I have just been sittin around on my ass all day. Tonight I might be hangin out with Vanessa and that will be fun because we always have the most fun together and she is hilarious.
Oh man I feel like such a bad person because tomorrow is mother's day and I still haven't gotten my mom a present. Isn't that horrible? I know what I am going to get her tho... I'm going to get her a hangin flower basket. But, I also feel bad about gettin her that because thats basicaly what I get her every year. and then tomorrow we are going all the way out to my cousin's house in mollala for a mother's day barbeque. It kinda sucks cuz all my cousins are either like in their late 20's or they are like 10. There really isn't any that are my age on my mom's side. And the little kids always hang on me and want me to play with them and all of this stuff. But on my dad's side I have two cousins that are right around my age. I have a guy cousin andrew who has a band and is like a "punk rocker" type guy i guess you could say. But me and him fight like brother and sister so we don't usually hang out during family get togethers. and then there is my cousin katie who is like two years older than me but we have like absolutely nothin in common. She like doesn't wear any make up and wears guy clothes and is like a total tom boy which is like the exact opposite of me. but we hang out I guess.
I'm so so so so excited to visit my sister this summer. I miss her like crazy and I haven't even gotten to see her new house yet. and I guess she said there is alot of 15-17 year old guys that live there so I'm also excited about that. Anessa might come with me also and that would be real fun.
I'm way happy that I am gettin closer to Stephanie and Selena because those girls are just awesome and so funny and great. I hope that we get even closer and start hangin out alot more n stuff too.
In my last entry I said something about my brother Matt. so I guess I will tell you the whole deal with him. Well he is older than my brother justin but younger than my sister and he used to live with us a few years back and so I would see him every day and he always used to take me out to lunch and we'd hang out and go to movies and all this stuff he was so great. and then he moved to san diego and my mom and dad and him got into a fight becuase he has borrowed money from alot of people in my family... like several thousands of dollars and not paid anybody back and so people were wanting it back and so he got mad at us and just stopped talkin to us. We have tired to email him and he just writes hateful things back to us. Now he changed his email address and so we can't contact him at all. He has also moved and so we don't even know where he lives. We don't know if he is alright, if he has a job, a wife, a kid, a place to live, enough to eat, or anything. I just miss him so much and wish I could let him know. I just hope hes ok and that he knows that we all love him and want him to be able to talk to us again.
Well I think I am going to go and get ready to hang out with Vanessa.. so later y'all.
Ok.... Wednesday I went to school all of the normal stuff n such and of course it was just another bad day because that is just the way my week has been going. I also decided I was going to run for sophomore class president so that was cool. so then after school I had track and then i went home and then I had dance tryouts. Then I went home and watched the season finale of The O.C. which is only the BEST SHOW EVER! I seriously love it so much I mean I haven't ever missed an episode. I couldn't believe that Ryan left and that Seth sailed away and I cried. it was so sad. Then that night I got in a fight with my dad and so everyone was all upset and then that night when i went to bed I cried myself t sleep just because everything about this whole entire week and I duno it has just been so bad. I can't believe I have been crying this much lately seriously.. like the only other time I have cried this much is when my brother almost died. Anyways on Thursday I had to get up early and be at school early for a meeting about the election n such. I got to leave school at like 1:30 because we had a track meet in St.Helens and that was pretty cool. At my track meet I didn't do to well in the high jump but in the long jump I PR'd so that was good. My dad came to watch so after I was done I left the track meet early because I had a buncha homework and I needed to write my speech and make posters for the next day. So I had a pretty late night. Then on Friday I got to school really early again because I needed to put up my posters and such and I was just real nervous and excited for the whole day. Britney was my "campaign manager" and I was so glad she was! I just love her so much! So then at like 1 or something I gave my speech in front of the ENTIRE freshmen class and it was soo freakin scary cuz I mean thats like 400 ppl and I haven't even spoken in front of that many people in my entire life. So then at the end of the day they announced who won and Jake got president, and me corrina nad kyla got vice presidents. Then after school I went to track cuz Mr.Mitchell said that he was gonna be there and I needed to work on high jump. But then he told me he couldn't stay cuz he had to go pick up shaka. so that was a waste and so I went home and got ready for dance team tryouts. and that went pretty well and I'm really happy with our team this year. I think that we are going to be really good and i'm totally excited! I'm also WAY excited because KATIE MICHELLE MAHER is on the team!! Its gonna be so fun now that she is on and I'm totally looking forward for the season to start.
So then last night I was going to possibly hang out with some people but my dad was being way stupid and dumb and told me that I could'nt do anything and yea it was totally dumb. so I sat home on a friday night like a loser and didn't do anything.
Today I didn't get outta bed until like 2 in the afternoon and I have just been sittin around on my ass all day. Tonight I might be hangin out with Vanessa and that will be fun because we always have the most fun together and she is hilarious.
Oh man I feel like such a bad person because tomorrow is mother's day and I still haven't gotten my mom a present. Isn't that horrible? I know what I am going to get her tho... I'm going to get her a hangin flower basket. But, I also feel bad about gettin her that because thats basicaly what I get her every year. and then tomorrow we are going all the way out to my cousin's house in mollala for a mother's day barbeque. It kinda sucks cuz all my cousins are either like in their late 20's or they are like 10. There really isn't any that are my age on my mom's side. And the little kids always hang on me and want me to play with them and all of this stuff. But on my dad's side I have two cousins that are right around my age. I have a guy cousin andrew who has a band and is like a "punk rocker" type guy i guess you could say. But me and him fight like brother and sister so we don't usually hang out during family get togethers. and then there is my cousin katie who is like two years older than me but we have like absolutely nothin in common. She like doesn't wear any make up and wears guy clothes and is like a total tom boy which is like the exact opposite of me. but we hang out I guess.
I'm so so so so excited to visit my sister this summer. I miss her like crazy and I haven't even gotten to see her new house yet. and I guess she said there is alot of 15-17 year old guys that live there so I'm also excited about that. Anessa might come with me also and that would be real fun.
I'm way happy that I am gettin closer to Stephanie and Selena because those girls are just awesome and so funny and great. I hope that we get even closer and start hangin out alot more n stuff too.
In my last entry I said something about my brother Matt. so I guess I will tell you the whole deal with him. Well he is older than my brother justin but younger than my sister and he used to live with us a few years back and so I would see him every day and he always used to take me out to lunch and we'd hang out and go to movies and all this stuff he was so great. and then he moved to san diego and my mom and dad and him got into a fight becuase he has borrowed money from alot of people in my family... like several thousands of dollars and not paid anybody back and so people were wanting it back and so he got mad at us and just stopped talkin to us. We have tired to email him and he just writes hateful things back to us. Now he changed his email address and so we can't contact him at all. He has also moved and so we don't even know where he lives. We don't know if he is alright, if he has a job, a wife, a kid, a place to live, enough to eat, or anything. I just miss him so much and wish I could let him know. I just hope hes ok and that he knows that we all love him and want him to be able to talk to us again.
Well I think I am going to go and get ready to hang out with Vanessa.. so later y'all.