I'm WAY bored
Right now I'm just sitting here.. bored.. doing nothing.. its just great fun... NOT. So since I had nothin to do I decided to write in my journal thing since its been like since Monday since I have.
Well to start with.. I'll tell you about my week. Ok so on Tuesday I went to the Powder Tuff game and yea that was alright. On Wednesday I had school, track, then came home and had to like leave again right away for my dance team banquet. It was alot of fun! I'm going to miss the seniors sooo much next year, escphially Maggie cuz shes my big sis! So at the banquet we ate alot.. and talked alot and they gave out funny awards and serious awards. All of us got to vote on who we thought should win each one. For the funny awards I got "Talks a lot Tess" but I mean I don't think I talk that much. haha Britney got "Airhead Alice" but its alright cuz she knows we all love her. And for serious awards I got "Most outstanding Freshmen" but I dunno if I really deserved it. I voted for Nikki and I thought she should have won. But it was way cool to get it. Then all the parents did skits of some of the other school's dances and our dance.. and they were hilarious! It was good times! On thursday I had school, and it was also the Rent-A-Person day. Me Jessica Anessa n Lindsey all really really wanted to buy Jeff, Brian, and Sean but we didn't get them. so We all decided to get auctioned off and freakin Thomas Johnson bought us.. lol..but what are you gonna do? So then I had my last home track meet that night and I did pretty good I thought. So I was proud of myself.
Ok so yesterday I had school and everything which was boring as normal and then after I had to rush around everywhere cuz I had track pictures and I had to set up for the carnival. So after track pictures Bryan gave me a ride home and I feel bad cuz someone told his parents that he was giving me a ride so he lost his licsense for a week and I feel bad cuz its like my fault. and then I went back to the carnival and worked there until it was over at my booth DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION! lol that game is SO hard. So after I was done pickin up my booth I went and saw Mean Girls with all my girls.. Jess, Vaness, Lindsey, Katie, Brit, Lena, and Steph. It was a good movie. and then after we went back to my house and just hung out. and I guess while I was at the movie.. ppl tped my house at 10:45.. I mean seriously who tps at that early in the night. and i know who it was and that was about the gayest thing ever. and Joels dumb cuz he has to tell ppl stuff and just can't keep it to himself. and then we just hung out with a buncha frosh guys at the park for awhile and stuff. and we were gonna go tping but no cuz Joel had to tell ppl and I guess maybe he did because he wanted to tp Jake really bad this weekend but we didn't so maybe thats why. So we just hung out and ate a buncha junk food.
So I'm not quite sure what I'm up to today yet, but tomorrow I might go shoppin on 23rd with Jessica n Katie.
I guess Anessa got upset with me cuz I didn't invite her to the sleepover, but I thought she was gonna be hangin out with Kayla or Aj cuz she usually is. I didn't even think she wanted to hang out with me anymore so I was kinda surprised when I found out she wanted to come. I feel like we are startin to like drift apart or something cuz we never hang out anymore. and we don't talk all the much either. but she doesn't really seem like she wants to be all that close with me anymore, but I miss hangin out with her when we were like best friends. Those were the good old days.
This week is dance team tryouts and I'm really mad, cuz I think I have to miss my last track meet because if I miss one of the tryouts then I can't be on dance team. I'm still tryin to decide if I want to quit track next year or not.. I'm kinda thinkin that I want to do it again. Maybe I'll do tennis my junior year.
So then theres the boy situation. I like a few but I don't think any of them will lead to anything. Its been awhile since I have had a boyfriend and I miss it... but oh well.. what are you gonna do?
I'm SOOO glad there is only like a little over a month left in school because I am SO ready to have it be summer and get out of Oregon for awhile. Anessa was gonna come with me to Texas to visit my sister but now she doesn't know if she can go. I don't think she really wants to tho either.
God sometimes I seriously just fuckin hate my parents.. I just can't wait until I'm old enough to get out of this fuckin house.. I hate it soo much.. SOO MUCH. I like don't even think I'm going to be able to wait until I'm 18. My sister moved in with a friend when she was in highschool and I can see why so maybe I'll do something like that to. When I fuckin go to college it is definately not going to be in Oregon cuz I want to get as far away from my parents as possible. I wish I had a good relationship with them but I don't cuz we don't get along and I hate it.. god I seriously can't stand them. God just fuckin havin to talk about how fuckin gay they are makes me think about how fuckin gay they are even more than I usually do and its just pissing me off! pheww.. I'm glad I got that out of my system for a lil.
Do you know what makes me mad? Is when ppl know you have smoked weed or drank before and so they always just automatically think that you do it all the time. Well yea I've done both but I don't smoke anymore and I don't drink all the time so get over it. And all the freshmen who think its soo bad, you'll all end up tryin it sooner or later during highschool so just stop saying you never will cuz eventually you will and who knows.. maybe you'll like it.
Anyways I'm done cuz I'm PISSED off about alot of things. for instance, church. I mean who knew people could get pissed off at a thing like church.. well I am. Because I don't like to go to church and recently my parents have been makin me go and I don't feel that church really does anyone good because people should be able to have their own beliefs with out other ppl telling them that what they think is wrong or right. I will believe in what I want to believe in and no one can tell me its wrong.
Anyways.. now I'm really am done and really am PISSED off. so yea bye.
Well to start with.. I'll tell you about my week. Ok so on Tuesday I went to the Powder Tuff game and yea that was alright. On Wednesday I had school, track, then came home and had to like leave again right away for my dance team banquet. It was alot of fun! I'm going to miss the seniors sooo much next year, escphially Maggie cuz shes my big sis! So at the banquet we ate alot.. and talked alot and they gave out funny awards and serious awards. All of us got to vote on who we thought should win each one. For the funny awards I got "Talks a lot Tess" but I mean I don't think I talk that much. haha Britney got "Airhead Alice" but its alright cuz she knows we all love her. And for serious awards I got "Most outstanding Freshmen" but I dunno if I really deserved it. I voted for Nikki and I thought she should have won. But it was way cool to get it. Then all the parents did skits of some of the other school's dances and our dance.. and they were hilarious! It was good times! On thursday I had school, and it was also the Rent-A-Person day. Me Jessica Anessa n Lindsey all really really wanted to buy Jeff, Brian, and Sean but we didn't get them. so We all decided to get auctioned off and freakin Thomas Johnson bought us.. lol..but what are you gonna do? So then I had my last home track meet that night and I did pretty good I thought. So I was proud of myself.
Ok so yesterday I had school and everything which was boring as normal and then after I had to rush around everywhere cuz I had track pictures and I had to set up for the carnival. So after track pictures Bryan gave me a ride home and I feel bad cuz someone told his parents that he was giving me a ride so he lost his licsense for a week and I feel bad cuz its like my fault. and then I went back to the carnival and worked there until it was over at my booth DANCE DANCE REVOLUTION! lol that game is SO hard. So after I was done pickin up my booth I went and saw Mean Girls with all my girls.. Jess, Vaness, Lindsey, Katie, Brit, Lena, and Steph. It was a good movie. and then after we went back to my house and just hung out. and I guess while I was at the movie.. ppl tped my house at 10:45.. I mean seriously who tps at that early in the night. and i know who it was and that was about the gayest thing ever. and Joels dumb cuz he has to tell ppl stuff and just can't keep it to himself. and then we just hung out with a buncha frosh guys at the park for awhile and stuff. and we were gonna go tping but no cuz Joel had to tell ppl and I guess maybe he did because he wanted to tp Jake really bad this weekend but we didn't so maybe thats why. So we just hung out and ate a buncha junk food.
So I'm not quite sure what I'm up to today yet, but tomorrow I might go shoppin on 23rd with Jessica n Katie.
I guess Anessa got upset with me cuz I didn't invite her to the sleepover, but I thought she was gonna be hangin out with Kayla or Aj cuz she usually is. I didn't even think she wanted to hang out with me anymore so I was kinda surprised when I found out she wanted to come. I feel like we are startin to like drift apart or something cuz we never hang out anymore. and we don't talk all the much either. but she doesn't really seem like she wants to be all that close with me anymore, but I miss hangin out with her when we were like best friends. Those were the good old days.
This week is dance team tryouts and I'm really mad, cuz I think I have to miss my last track meet because if I miss one of the tryouts then I can't be on dance team. I'm still tryin to decide if I want to quit track next year or not.. I'm kinda thinkin that I want to do it again. Maybe I'll do tennis my junior year.
So then theres the boy situation. I like a few but I don't think any of them will lead to anything. Its been awhile since I have had a boyfriend and I miss it... but oh well.. what are you gonna do?
I'm SOOO glad there is only like a little over a month left in school because I am SO ready to have it be summer and get out of Oregon for awhile. Anessa was gonna come with me to Texas to visit my sister but now she doesn't know if she can go. I don't think she really wants to tho either.
God sometimes I seriously just fuckin hate my parents.. I just can't wait until I'm old enough to get out of this fuckin house.. I hate it soo much.. SOO MUCH. I like don't even think I'm going to be able to wait until I'm 18. My sister moved in with a friend when she was in highschool and I can see why so maybe I'll do something like that to. When I fuckin go to college it is definately not going to be in Oregon cuz I want to get as far away from my parents as possible. I wish I had a good relationship with them but I don't cuz we don't get along and I hate it.. god I seriously can't stand them. God just fuckin havin to talk about how fuckin gay they are makes me think about how fuckin gay they are even more than I usually do and its just pissing me off! pheww.. I'm glad I got that out of my system for a lil.
Do you know what makes me mad? Is when ppl know you have smoked weed or drank before and so they always just automatically think that you do it all the time. Well yea I've done both but I don't smoke anymore and I don't drink all the time so get over it. And all the freshmen who think its soo bad, you'll all end up tryin it sooner or later during highschool so just stop saying you never will cuz eventually you will and who knows.. maybe you'll like it.
Anyways I'm done cuz I'm PISSED off about alot of things. for instance, church. I mean who knew people could get pissed off at a thing like church.. well I am. Because I don't like to go to church and recently my parents have been makin me go and I don't feel that church really does anyone good because people should be able to have their own beliefs with out other ppl telling them that what they think is wrong or right. I will believe in what I want to believe in and no one can tell me its wrong.
Anyways.. now I'm really am done and really am PISSED off. so yea bye.