thoughts at 2 AM

May 06, 2012 02:56

well shit, too much autotune, a surprising lack of asians, early morning thoughts, get married already, forever alone, as if you have to ask, wtf-ery, abusing the comma, easy to please, classy like none of these hoes, fuck my life, too many fandoms, not so sekkrit otp, priorities in life, non-existent social skills, hi i am not dead, not enough braincells for this, totally forgot what my arashi tag was, bamfs--my secret fetish, you are who you ship, serial shipper, frustrated with life, eeeeeeeee, kansaiben is the new british, i abuse the comma too much huh, all you need is love, rambling is a skill, why am i not sleepy, where are all the hot asians, clock watching, my eight man otp, raping grammar, probably my most pathetic, por quoi, hormonally produced, i have a potty mouth, flaws in my design, otp bias ahead, attention whore, feeling fat, ohkuraaaaa, now there's a thought, blocks of text that are rly irrelevant, a product of hormones, etc etc etc, ovaries fluttering, perfect human beings, all the hot guys are in another country, hi hormones speaking, oh so random, why am i awake, arashi is synonymous to sparkles, ドキドキ, not one of my best moments in life, oh boy, i entertain these sort of delusions, fuck, admittedly a shipping machine, the group who dances on rainbows, asdfgkl;h, i need more men in my life, aaarrghhhh, /cricket sounds, tl;dr, i have no excuse for this post, i need a hashtag in here, i feel fat, i talk too much, i put this upon myself, blocks of text, west west west, behold my girly genes, hitting my happy places in one go

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quartered May 6 2012, 07:50:30 UTC
honestly, it's not as easy as it looks, merging these two people in one. it's just how i am. there are things that i don't talk about with my real life friends, and there are things that i don't talk about with online friends. it's kind of like finding the balance i need to be able to express all these feelings i have. it's annoying when people try to make it seem like it's so easy, because it's not. it never is. lol, actually that is what i'm doing, but not intentionally. i just say what i want to, and ultimately i let them dictate where they'd rather be. either way, with or without them i'll still be this way. thanks so much. that makes me feel better :)

ah yes, the junk food. i have literally eaten every single pack of chips in this house. by myself. lolol yeah, i think i've seen commercials for that show but never actually watched it. i remember thinking the lead guy was hot.

the party is here :D! it promotes spoiler cuts so people who haven't seen the movie can still go and party party party. it is the most amazing thing ever. oh my god, i remember seeing a prompt with steve rogers as superman and tony stark as batman and i'm all WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THIS. i haven't gotten through all the comments (1300++ of them god so amazing) but that's the only bruce/tony reference i've seen so far *A*

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holly_berri May 6 2012, 17:47:57 UTC
finding that kind of balance is important, i think - it makes sure that you're more or less in control of any given situation. ♥ which incidentally is probably key to any semi successful relationship. random, but my ex had her own little fandom forays and i had mine, and they couldnt have been further apart but it helped me see the importance of not just seeing a person in a strictly one dimensional way. so when you find your ~special someone~, and you will, 'cause youre kind of completely amazing and amazing people never remain single for too long (:, hopefully they'll understand the various complexities that make you unique. #advicegivingfailure

and holy shit. akjdamls., this is sooo much fucking win on one page i cant. my brain is kind of short circuited and im probably going to hell but i really really wanna fill that prompt. (also, there a comm called wayne_stark inc or something, yay. :3)

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quartered May 7 2012, 07:02:03 UTC
thanks bb, that was sweet :) there was a time when i was complaining about someone finding me, but right now, i think i would like it better if i do the finding this time. more than anyone loving me, i would like someone to love. ♥ ♥ ♥

I KNOW RIGHT. the number of comments is so overwhelming but it seriously a treasure trove of different ships. love everywhere. OMG PLEASE FILL IT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

brb stalking that comm

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