Wishes Come True!
Oh wait, no they don't.
Quote of the day
"...it's the simple things that matter in the end, and that it should never be a hard thing to do to just stop and let it all move around you, to not be the madly spinning record, but to be the needle that plays it all." -JV He's my boyfriend :3
I was planning on writing about my non-eventful dream after a fun trip to Disneyland but then, while sitting and thinking, a part of my dream flashed before my eyes that literally made my jaw drop and my eyes widen in surprise (this also happened in the dream). Because, dear friends, what I dreamed was so... I can't think of a word to describe it. Amazing isn't powerful enough. After the initial shock ebbed though, I was left with the fact that the chances of this happening are, I would say, 1 in a million. Still, it's a nice memory to have in my head.
I've been listening to the same song on repeat for the past half hour! It never get's old :D
A few months ago I dreamed that I had a baby. I went through all the stages and then out of no where I had this baby girl and I was freaking out. I felt so trapped because I didn't plan or want her, but there was nothing I could do about it. I had a child who depended on me now but I felt so helpless. The dream and the anxiety I felt was so real that when I woke up I actually looked around for this kid and then it hit me that it was just a dream and the relief I felt was so overwhelming. A few days ago I dreamed that I went to the doctor and he told me that I was pregnant, I was like 2-3 months along but this time, I was actually ... happy and looking forward to what the future would bring. I think about what the future holds for me and the more I think about it the more I like the idea of one day having kids because, contrary to popular belief, I know I will be a good mom.
I think my moms been yelling at me for the past couple of minutes but I couldn't hear her cuz of my music, and now I think she's angry.
So today is April Fools and I can't think of a prank. Two or three years ago, I pranked my mom oh ben I got her soo good. I called her from work and I told her I had gotten into a car accident, I told her I was fine but the car was totalled. She freaked, but then I told her it was a joke haha. It was messed up but still funny. This year I was gonna go with the good ol', "Im having a baby!" But that prank needs a few weeks of preparation like, false doctors papers and pregnancy tests. Oh yes, I go all out for these pranks. My mom is SO nosy, so I gotta play up to her need to know every goddamn thing about us. I don't have the drive for a prank of that scale though. If anything happens I will be sure to talk about it later.
April's caneldar picture is of Edward and Bella :( Stupid Edward and his awesomeness
Alice and I are going to the beach today. She doesn't know this yet but I am gonna force her to go with me and Im sure she will go. She didn't go to work yesterday because she felt sick and her sister was bugging her so she wanted to escape to the beach on the sprinter, but she was afraid she would fall asleep on the beach and someone would kidnap her. I think we might have dinner at Ruby's. I haven't been there since... the last time I went. After that I don't know what else to do. A whole lot of nothing most likely.
I take that back, Edward isn't stupid. I love him so. Like in my dream!