Jul 27, 2006 23:14
OI! I have been trying to get into things here, i swear i have... but i always come up with excuses. I am not as happy here as I try to project. This city is huge, (just made 1 million population), but it's lacking something that Victoria has... a certain feel or spirit... I don't know what it is. I chalk it up to the lack of friends here. I love Kat, she's here... but it's not the same. I miss you guys. I miss UVic...
But, confession time... that city makes me feel sad. Apart from my friends of course. It was time to move on, I suppose. Turn over a new leaf? Spread my wings? Whatever you want to call it.
Work is frusterating. I work too much. Overtime every day. And no sleep at night. I worry and fret and feel down. It's kinda lonely here. Being a receptionist for a dent company is not my future career, whether I be good at it or not. My brain is already feeling neglected.... it wants to study more. *gasp* I know. I said it. There it is.
On other news I bought my ticket for victoria only to realise that the return flight is for the first tuesday in SEPTEMBER and not for the 8th of August!!! What am I supposed to do? Has anybody had to change a flight before? Are they going to charge me up the yin yang? How did this happen in the first place? I really MUST be working way to hard.
fuck.. please don't make me pay more money. I already have to pay for the airporter just to get into town because nobody seems able to pick me up. *grrr*.
I am going to van on the 5th for my cousin's wedding. Hence stopping in at vic to make it all worth the ticket back... I want to go shopping for a new dress but because of all the overtime i seem to keep running out of time and energy to get it done.
Whine complain moan groan. I need a hug.