Let Go, Put it Down, Move Forward
Today I've let go of the past, closed the door realising I can't fix what broke and I can't make it anything other than what it has been deemed to be. I did not want my marriage to fail like it did, but we both fell short somehow and just couldn't get the love to work. I can move on knowing I gave it my best shot, the best I could. I will never regret the experiences and the lessons learned, and I will always be grateful to my teacher, Michael. Though he accuses me of abandoning and betraying him, I know the truth. That's all that matters.
So now I am looking forward, the path I see is a good, bright one with much happiness and satisfaction. These are slow steps I'm taking right now, coz my heart is full of sadness and grief for the child involved... but that's ok, time will heal that too.
I have my soulmother who keeps me grounded and reassures me when I'm feeling vulnerable and about to fall... thank God for her. Her path is a difficult and rocky one on this Earthwalk, but she traverses the potholes, abysses and sheer cliff faces with grace and humour. What a fine teacher she is, and a precious mentor. Bless you, Phyl.
So now I am looking forward, the path I see is a good, bright one with much happiness and satisfaction. These are slow steps I'm taking right now, coz my heart is full of sadness and grief for the child involved... but that's ok, time will heal that too.
I have my soulmother who keeps me grounded and reassures me when I'm feeling vulnerable and about to fall... thank God for her. Her path is a difficult and rocky one on this Earthwalk, but she traverses the potholes, abysses and sheer cliff faces with grace and humour. What a fine teacher she is, and a precious mentor. Bless you, Phyl.