solitariness
This marriage breakup is ugly. I've learned that I cannot involve any of my family, I must do this alone. My greatest support has withdrawn from the hurt inflicted, I am terrified to lose the other. Loved ones get dragged in and hurt, as has happened yesterday. So I'll zip up and find supports in strangers, probably the best thing to do anyway.. no emotional ties so it will all be logical and clinical.
For the next few months I will walk in silence. Find my inner strength instead of leaning on others. Maybe that's what this lesson is about.
I'll survive this, I've survived other difficult challenges.
*deepbreathinandhold*
For the next few months I will walk in silence. Find my inner strength instead of leaning on others. Maybe that's what this lesson is about.
I'll survive this, I've survived other difficult challenges.
*deepbreathinandhold*