Dance #4
...The more I think about it...the more I feel bad...
The kiss, the way he's been overprotecting me, and now that story....
He...he...I think he has feelings for me.
I don't know what to do! I like Fakir, but I--I don't love him! He doesn't make me feel the way I felt around Mytho. The way I still feel around Mytho. I mean, we're always fighting and bugging each other and he's so stubborn--there's no way I could love him! That's just...impossible.
...But he's...he really is sweet in his own way, and I know he really does care, even when he's being aggravating, and...I don't want to hurt him! But I can't pretend to feel something I don't just for his sake!! ...I...I don't even know how I feel about him...and that scares me.
This is all so confusing...
((OOC: First strike is hackable, second strike is gone. Ahiru's angsting over what happened during yesterday's curse--in which Fakir, badly affected by the curse, wrote a story that made her fall in love with him. The curse ended in the middle of Fakir making out with her, which...was a rather awkward way to come to your senses. XD;))