Jan 27, 2002 18:02
Im soo happy today! I will be happy once i see Miles in like an hour! Yep another crosslight! 24 WoW! Cute not reallly. Miles and I sort of talked after church..he wont be there next week..damn him...He is going to Wichita for the weekend! With the junior high damn him..but yeah..but we will talk tonight hopefully! Everyone was like...saying sorry about my grandpa and stuff which was sweet. I got caught from my brother Kyle talking to my "Boyfriend" Miles today after I talked to him I saw Kyle covering his mouth and started to laugh!
The funny part was it was at the beginning of our Sunday school and Lisa just past me an spoke to Audi about Grandpa. And Justin and John was there and said yeah and their dog died to..Lisa was horrified! She was like oh my gosh..I could have started laughing..Then Audi said yah..he was old and he just keeled over and died.LOL HAHAHAHA! That was soo hilarious!
I saw RIchard today during church! I was happy..we kind of stayed after because mom and dad were explaining to dave about grandpa and we had to decide on a resturaunt to eat for lunch...and so we stayed longer than we planned. RIchard came around the corner and passed me..we both saw each other and waved..and after like what seemed forever I chased after my nieces a little while and stopped by a classroom..where RIchard was. I saw him and went and then came back. I just looked at him and smiled and we smiled. And didnt see any people that came in and out..Then he was like "hey steve" how are you? I was like doing ok I guess..Then we gave each other BIG HUGE hug..It felt so good to be comforted by him and stuff.. Between he and Miles Richard knows about my grandfather..Im sure Miles does too. After the hug I was reluctant on letting go but I did. He asked me why am I here. I was like well..my parents have to settle on a resturaunt to go to and so Im just waiting on them to make the decision. He was like well..hmm. parents are like that and are you going to eat at any good places with good food? I was like good food what are you talking about? He said well you know...Burger King and Mcdonalds...I was just like RIchard i think they want to go to a nice restraunt! My parents are paying I replied. He said then let them take you guys down the the plaza to eat! LOL!! I was like thats too expensive Richard as we walked down the hall. He was like yeah and now I want to go see my own kids I havent seen them for a while..they spent the night somewhere..I just nodded my head. Miles was still there after he told me he was leaving to go somewhere! But eventually they left an basically the smile on my face hasnt left since..and if it has left then...its the light in my eyes that havent changed!
Richard and Milese mean soo much to me its crazy now to think of it.. But Miles is only 24 almost 25!! Hehe..It felt good to be comforted by the people who you love and yeah..it felt good to be in RIchards arms only for a second...but today it felt like we were back in New Orleans again just me and him him and me!
Love ya
Alli
Neko I got called steve..and that made me feel better!! I love you!! I love everyone!!! I am soo happy right now! Thank you god for giving me Richard he has been there every week singing his heart out to you Lord.
alison,
whatever you need im here,
richard,
big hug,
gpa