sadness
23 year old female who has been threw nothing but pain in there life.... FATHERS DEATH 3MONTHS AGO BSU BECAUSE I WANTED TO KILL MY SELF FOOD POSSTIONG OPEN HEART SURGARY BAD BREAK UPS LOSING JOBS LIKE CRAZY NEVER GETTING JOBS NOT HAD MONEY FOR 5 YEARS... BUT IM STILL STANDING ON MY OWN TWO FEET AND I STILL BELIEVE THAT WITH ALL THIS MESS SOME WAY OR ANOTHER GOD IS HERE TO SAVE ME .. AND IM DOING THE BEST I CAN IM UNDER ALOT OF STRESS THATS WHY IM SINGLE I DO LOVE MICHAEL VERY MUCH I WILL ADMIT TO EVERYONE SORRY CANT HELP IT BUT IM NOT READY FOR A RELATIONSHIP I CANT KEEP TREATING HIM THE WAY I DO AND I WONT LET MY SELF RATHER THAT MAKES ME UN HAPPY OR NOT ID RATHER SEE HIM HAPPY THAN ME... NEWAYS IM GOING TO HAVE FUN THIS WINTER FOR GET ABOUT DATEING FOR A WHILE AND TRY A NEW LIFE AND GO DO GODS WAY BECOME A CRHSITINE AGAINA ND DO THINGS RIGHT HE FIRST TIME NOT LIE STEAL CHEAT OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT WISH ME LUCK AND HOPE YA'LL ARE AROUND TO SUPPORT ME....SORRY FOR HURTING YOU ALL OUT THERE AGAIN AND AGAIN