It's raining outside...

and I got a very sad phone call from my friend an hour ago saying that one of my colleague's mother passed away this morning T___T

may she rest in peace...

what a gloomy morning.....

The same old problem is back and again, in the next only-God-knows-how-long days I'll be in a state of terribly stressed out.
It's worse than before and I'm really fed up with this. I lost my appetite and just now I threw up food which hardly existed in my stomach. See how stressful I am.

Gosh! How I wish I could just disappear...