I am the circle, you are the square.

[qliphoth]

I'm afraid because there is no force in the universe that compells anyone to love me.

There is no law, or fate, or being to set things right in my life.

That's what scares me.

I want something unreal, and i'll always be checking for reality when it seems like I could have it.

I jump the gun.

I'm crazy, and I'm doomed.

I hope there is another life.